*♡♡

2009-10-20T01:08:00.000-07:00

so the one thing that i don't understand is; it IS that time of the year but why does it seriously NOT feel like that time of the year, especially when i completed my first exam today already?

haha if you catch my drift...no? well i dont care if you do coz im gonna explain anyways.

Business Studies HSC exam 2009 was one of the exams i was dreading the most, so it is certainly a good thing that it was the first exam. As i sat there last night, with a mere 4hrs left till the exam began, i noticed the piles and piles and pilesss of business notes....sitting there waiting for me to burn the fuck out of the fucks LOL. No seriously the amount of business notes i have is enough to cover world square and fucking burn that shit down hahaha. but of course not, i'd be an arsonist :)

You know its really bad but i noticed that i barely ever have much luck during exams, in comparison to my dear sister who is always and seriously lucky. So the one topic i shit myself on the most, they decide to put it as the main topic in this years exam. i shit you not, i almost shitted myself 100 fucking times. but hey, guess what, i did pretty goood which surprised me haha.

nevertheless, tomorrow is yet another day of exams and so on until the 4th of November, when i will realise i am happy once more.

6 exams left fuckers!!!

p.s No seriously its really sad to hear that some people only have 4 or 5 exams to begin with i want to punch you in the willy and rip ur face off coz i actually have 8 exams.

luck really hates me aye.

2009-10-17T20:58:00.000-07:00

2 more days till HSFUCKINGC.

but 2 more weeks until its over completely : D

and then...

HOUSTEN, LA and VANCOUVER -

HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-12T05:09:00.000-07:00

looking for..

wishing for..

hoping for..

waiting for.....

hmm. wake up every night, don't even know why.

i hope its not just me that can't go to sleep.

three weeks till everything is over, and three weeks till the new life starts. Decisions are on lock down and changes are key word definite.

oh how exciting.

oh yummy yummy yum.

i wanna go Vancouver and LA , back to where my first snow fall was.

mm lets set a goal.

will do so before i'm 20.

with my girlfriends this time.

fuck yeah.

"chase it, hurry chase it ..... thats all you gotta do to capture it"

2009-10-07T20:12:00.000-07:00

The good thing - HSC is over very very soon.

The bad thing - i have been going jelly knees for procrastination.

sighh, intense week this was what with emotions and feelings sorted out but it should be all good now and hopefully in the right state of mind to study for everything. Business is first! holy shit thats gonna be a killer.

Should really go to the library , its more of a motivational environment ay ay ay?

so we finished half a bottle of sake and a jagermeister between 4 people, and ran out before 12. that was so fucking sad guyss LOL. omggggg was pretty much fully sobered up from any bit of tipsyness way before 12 lol. LOOOOL THAT WAS FUCKING GAYYYYYYYYYYYYY YOU GUYS LOL T_T

Maybe we really shouldv chipped in just 30 bucks more and gotten the absinth LOL na but then we would be goneskies hahaha.

anywho's had a bomb last night with everyone even though it was such a massive rollercoaster ride up and down. looools, i have great friends :) (who would 'destroy' and 'kill' for me haha notably caroline and phuong who i think are sexy cunts to the max) and yes, such a realisation is worth putting up on this blog entry as a reminder to everyone that, only during hard times will u realise who your real friends are through the depth of the friendship that you'se share. so i just want to say one more time, that i love love love you guys with all my heart, boobies and pee pee's combined !

so yes, NEED TO STUDY!!!

btw, happy late 18th bday to nikayyy and i wish her all the best this year

im out mofuckassssszzz!!!!

νD♥

2009-10-01T06:11:00.001-07:00

ORITE MOTHERFUCKERS.

I CAN BARELY SIT STILL LET ALONE TYPE. BUT HERE IS THE JIST.

I GRADUATED TODAY OH FUCKEN YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

its the best feeling ive had so far and although its the first step, its the first big one. life feels good again! loooools. im over the moon, no more fucking verne in my face in english, no more picking up rubbish, no more ANYTHING to do with that fucked up school. no seriously i hate the school so much i probly radiate out the words " i hate this school" as a part of my hormone system or some thing LOOOL.

BUT ANYWAYS

gg to arvin whose car broke down at burwood ahahaha hope it gets out of engine failure alive bro.

congrats to everyone who graduated !

No seriously this is so good i think im gonna go fuck myself coz i can barely sit still aahhahaha chyeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh boyyyyyyy.

PARTYING TMOROROROROROR WOOOTT WOOTT SKEET SKEEEEEEEEET.

AHAHAHAH SHUT THE FUCK UP.

though i gotta admit, ill miss the winter uniform :( its so sexy.

im out.

dr pepper.

2009-09-19T20:39:00.000-07:00

naeng myun naeng myun naeng myun~

: )

2009-09-15T21:36:00.000-07:00

so ive come to terms that my life is and soon will be, a korean drama. Its like the drama is just WAITING to happen and pop the veins in my head.

And why is it during one of the most crucial times... when i am about to take my first big step into the individual world ahead?

Why am i always stuck in the middle? Friends and family. I mean i guess its much better than being the accused or whatever, but really now, its just as painful watching from the sidelines and being the glue.

ive also realised that, i have a much shorter patience nowadays. Maybe its because its the end of the year and almost time for hsc? Well whatever it is, i feel like im not myself these days. Its great :)

Anyways, guess what guys?

11 days till end of school FOREVER. It kills me though to know that my school is still not lenient, even though we have a mere 11 days, where as other schools don't even bother anymore and let students do what they need to do. FULL OF SHIT.

..yuck 30 something days until HS FUCKING C . moola.

And yes i havent posted for a while~ My bad.

I want to see alot of people, like caroline dim dums , my nigger which i havent seen in yonkers. I love her new hair she looks like a wonder girl hehe . Short hair has its goods and bads ay? HAHA i dyed my hair as well, and it looks...well, i guess i should leave it as a surprise :)

And i have my personal G-DRAGON..or more like WDRAGON . haha don't you think he's a cutie pie? i miss you hodsonnnnnnnn come on skype soon !

anywho's back to studying.....coz i have no life

LOL.

2009-09-09T22:30:00.000-07:00

did you all hear about 2pm's Jaebeom incident? how scary was that? angry netizens forcing a popular boy band leader to quit his hard work and dreams within the short span of a mere 4 days. Seriously that is some bullshit.

it seems like they really blew it out of proportion ay? but well think about it, everything now adays gets blown out of proportion whether its your mates backstabbing you or like, people that like to talk shit.

DO YOU REALLY LIKE TO TALK SHIT?

FKN ILL SHOVE SHIT IN YOU MOUTH SINCE U LIKE SHIT.

fucken shit.

2009-09-04T19:48:00.001-07:00

fucken enough of emo posts, iv realised that in the past few weeks alone...most of the blogs have been emo shit.

sunshine lollipops and dildo's everywhere.

i had the worst dream last night...i though i lost GDRAGONS album...fuck me dead T_T

So now im watching it and prolly gonna booby trap my room with intense technological stuffs so yeah .

yeahp. just staring at it still makes me jizz inside. LOL

should start applying on UAC website soon...

laters alligators.

2009-08-31T18:46:00.000-07:00

well, first of all, i want to thank everyone for the lovely birthday dinner and all the FUCKING AWESOME PRESENTS. Iv never gotten anything like them before... i swear.

Although the original 15 people that were supposed to go became 9, im sure everyone still had an awesome time. I mean getting dogged is depressing, but hey, the people who came were hectic.

so guys, guess what?

LOL I GOT PICKED UP BY THESE FAGS that looked like dragon ball z kants. And whats worse, lol, caroline kept pushing it with mike. SO~ IN THE END LOL, mike got the faggots number. Story to tell to my kids; i got picked up on my birthday by super saiyans. CHYEAH.

so yeah nah seriously guys check out my presents....

THANKYOU MIKE YOU FKN SEXY CUNT

Super High Top Nike Dunks Gloss

G DRAGONS HEARTBREAKER ALBUM!!!!!!!! ADOSIJDSLDIJLDIJFLSDIJSLFJN

THANKYOU NDAO, TAEYANG AND ANDERSONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

And thanks bui for the bape magazine hahahaha.

THANKS CAROLINE FOR THE SHINY CLUTCH :D:D

i love everyone ahahaha..so much. Na seriously at one point, when sean told me to close my eyes and put HeartBreaker onto my hands....i like.........almost cried LOL. FARRRRRR i have amazing friends :) And mike, seriously, those shoes shine everyday and make my feet jizz everytime i wear them LOL. And caroline, you gave me a present already beforehand and now another clutch, you must be a goddess hahaha. And thanks bui for the magazine :)

Emotional weekend LOL.

what fkn sexy cunts you all are.

now.....if only i could find someone like brian...

that would just make my life complete.

ahahaha. He reminds me of TOBY<3

anyways. im out, no use blabbering on the blog about my sad sad life ahahah.

but na seriously, thanks guys :)

2009-08-29T23:29:00.000-07:00

its time for the NDAO to return and tag this sexy mother fucking page =)

trials are OVER!

major is FINISHED!

hsc 2 MONTHS LEFT!

1 month on tuesday! <3

exhibition on WEDNESDAY!

happy BIRTHDAY to the vDU =)

happy EARLY BIRTHDAY to diana! <3

<3>

2009-08-26T05:50:00.000-07:00

so, i must say, the start of this week has been depressing for me. The thought of almost finishing school but not quite yet has really dug at my skin, i ccould literally feel the claws digging into my flesh. Sigh, i got to a point where i felt like i couldnt see anything, felt like i could sleep forever and not wake up.

Almost gave up, almost.

but not quite haha. in the end, i figured, i really am not the type to give up that easily. if everyone else has gone through it, i see no reason why i shouldnt do the same. its just another dilemma in life, though its one to pull me higher and another step closer to reaching the sky.

I must thank my friend Angelo for those absolutely brilliant motivational talks. Yes they may seem cliche but every one of them brew enough of a reflection for me to realise why im living my life and why the things that happen, are happening. Thanks bro, SAS for life. LOL. Now really, if i could write an english or business essay this easily i would be over the moon. hahaha.

Well, after an hour of intense discussion and with the aid of good old mozart pieces (yes LOL classical fkn music stfu) i have a new outlook on my yr 12 life and have found yet another solution to ease my depressed state of mind. I mean really now, do i want to sook foreever and become one of those people who i have been dismissing as sad and stupid? i think not. Im 17 in a few days, i should get back into it. As Angelo said "you've come this far." So why not carry it out the whole way?"

So iv also realised that some people do not see the brilliance in life. They dont try to touch the inevitable, and stay in a small little corner forever. Some people dont have enough of a mixture of patience and curiosity to realise everything that is being thrown at our faces. Everything is there for a reason; lies, hate, love, passion. Take it and use it well. And once again i must quote Angelo who is going to become the new confucious;

Mangelo: Hello darkness my old friend..... says:

*believe me time is on ur side right now its going slow

*so use it wisely

I gotta say, that is such a positive way of thinking. Thanks dude , you are fucking brilliant shiznit. chyeahhhhhhhhh boy.

so school tmr, bit more motivated? yes :) haha.

its quite a difference , i mean, everyone should really find what they cherish and use it as a remedy for sad times. I cheered up in an hour or so thanks to the awesomeness of music and venting. Why live in the dark when the light is just around the corner? yeahhhh motherfuckers use everything wisely.

i think ........ this post is done.

out motherfuckers : D

v♥.

fly, fly , fly to the sky.

p.s, happy 56th birthday my handsome father :) i love you.

2009-08-25T01:23:00.000-07:00

so apart from the intensive japanese studying (omg lol) ... i have fallen in love with these two videos and have been swept off of my feet.. : D

absolutely unbelivably caramel chocolate ice cream sunday and cinnamon donuts with rainbow sprinkles on top in love.

dont worry about the video, just listen to the REMIX. farr im gonna die from over-jizzing.

i love her voice.

yes i think im in love ~

hahahaha.

theyv cheered me up heaps.

enjoy :)

out.

v♥.

p.s congrats to arvinshitpole for getting a job finally!

p.p.s thankyou so much caroline dim dums i am your number 1 die hard fan LOL i love u LOL.

House Remix

2009-08-24T03:45:00.000-07:00

It takes alot of hard work for someone to become who they are supposed to be.

It really does.

As said before; "people spend their lives trying to find out who they are."

It's really sad sometimes, when you believe that you have finally achieved that goal, but only later realise that your identity still isnt complete.

A boy and a girl go through obstacles, one after another, to fall in love and because of that, expect it to be a happy ending. But guess what, the girl gets cancer. What can you say about that? Its bad luck, and even a person who commits no sin whatsoever can be a person full of bad luck. You never know what destiny has set in mind for you... and until you come across such paths, enjoy being who you are, cherish the people that love you and most importantly, see the good things in life.

I was talking to a good friend of mine, and our motivational talks led from one thing to another. People who can say that they want to suicide easily or hate life, they come in masses. These motherfuckers, i want to push in front of a steam wagon and see whether they still want to hold onto life or not. As Angelo said, "why think it when you can do it."

some fuckheads just dont know how important some things are.....not until they loose everything. Stop crying over a little cut and feel what a stab is like.

You havent lived long enough to understand what real pain feels like..................it will be what makes you yourself.

dont be a fucken dumbcunt and live life. time waits for no one.

♥.

2009-08-23T18:19:00.000-07:00

B 哥 vs Jai Jai

So now we've got a kitty cat and a dogg in the family. yayers : D shes so cute i love her so much i mean seriously she shits out fkn rankest pieces of shit ever.. BUT SHES SO CUTE <3>

anywhos, with trials out of the way, its just time to prepare for the biggest thing. HSFUCKINGC. Shiiiiiiiiiiit. But i mean, it really doesnt seem all that scary anymore, we've kind of had a taste of what its gonna be like...even though that motherfucker is like 50% weighting ahaha. good luck to everyone is all i can say at the moment.

But guess what, im gonna suck its dick earlier than everyone else, because this saturday is the hsc japanese continuers speaking exam. AND, its also my birthday, so talk about sucking dick much. farrrrrrr. But, got stuff planned for the birthday, nothing much but heck its something to celebrate after the exam. YUS. :) Get to see all the lovelies that i havent seen for ages, i miss janice bb, havent seen caroline for a while either, and eddy and bui and ian . not to mention cindyrails hahaa.

So the taeyang and nDao and myself have been practicing for the best mv of our lives. Stay in tune , once u watch it, you will jizz so hard it will go into space LOL FARR.

BUH BYE DOODLES :D

v♥.

L'Occitane - Fleurs de Cerisier

(that shit smells like heaven )

2009-08-19T22:58:00.001-07:00

and so....

TRIAL EXAMINATIONS ARE OVER OH FUCKEN YAYER

AND G FKN DRAGONS SOLO ALBUM "Heartbreaker" IS FINALLY OUT

time to celebrate WOOHT peace out nigger white G's :D

v.♥

HELLO SEXY GUY-ido

HELLO HANDSOME BOY-ido

HELLO HELLO

Meonjeo malgeoreojundamyeon

HELLO dodohan GIRL

HELLO gwiyeoun GIRL

HELLO HELLO

Jeogi jamsimanyo SAY HELLO

- G dragon "Hello" ft Sandara Park♥

2009-08-17T03:55:00.001-07:00

So its been some pretty hectic studying days, i mean wasnt really anything much, just that we DIED EVERY FUCKEN DAY.

Sometimes, girls will be girls, we dont learn from our mistakes until its too late..... ahaha. It was not until last minute that those painful half yearly memories came zooming back, hitting our faces like fucked up tomato shit, what with the 200 cans of mother and the nDao coming to my place at 3am in the morning. Wonderful isnt it, brilliant what exams can do to you.

Well i got carried away last night whilst studying for MATHSFUCKER (which was G fucken G LLOL) and ventured into the procrastinating depths of youtube and came upon these videos of past hsc students burning their english module papers and so on. It was the most beautiful thing iv ever seen, white ass nigger paper burning up in an explosion. jizz.

Everyone's almost done with trials though, iv got Japanese Continuers and Legal Studies but im confident coz im sexy and starburst. the nDao has her last tmr, which is hospo. Well, been looking at possible future opportunities, and i think what we have in mind, is gonna be pretty funky :)

Its refreshing to know that i am not shitting/wetting my pants about the HSC no more. HSC you son of a bitch, im fuck u up one day you mother bitch.

DIUUUUUU

but hey, you know whats really funny? its really interesting to see how some people, neglect their TRIAL EXAMINATIONS because their fucking up with their boyfriends. What an awesome excuse, i should use that some day for like, my presidency campaign or something.

"yeah sorry world, i cant make it, im having problems with my boyfriend."

faahhh motherfucker i wud love it for you to pok gai. waste of time tsk tsk.

peace out. sorry, no photoes, we look like my daddys asshole coz of trials.

so buh bye lol :)

im a pretty little boy :)

btw thanks to caroline bb for gmarket shizzle, my dream will come true becoz of u :D i love you you're the best :D

and sam, love you too you're a blond mofo now ahahahah.

aw shie.

2009-08-12T05:31:00.000-07:00

pain

laugh

play

laugh

pain

stop

please

cry

why

torn

pain

want

laugh

want

love

hate

hate.

omg.

2009-08-11T00:58:00.000-07:00

So, its the time of the year.
Its finally here.

TRIAL EXAMINATIONS 2009.

DIUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

so the nDao is gonna come here any minute now and we are going to start studying for our third exam; BUSINESS.

wish us all the best :)
UAC pin came today, we gonna pwn these hsc motherfuckers.

hum gaar chans.

♥
vddudududud.

btw, like the new layout?
thought it was time for a change :D
yayayayayayayya.

2009-08-07T00:36:00.000-07:00

so.

HARD OUT, the best part of today was - Linda Bui and Myself made it RAIN.

hahahaha what nonsense you may think, we too think so, however either it was a coincidence or we are just unbelievable sexy kants . So all this time, we had ourselves fooled until i just checked the weather report on SMH and saw "chances of a light shower"

damn bastards ruined it for us.

So light update-

Woke up from jono's call at 640am and fell back asleep (sorry superman LOL) and woke up again to his text at 10ish. persistant bastard LOL na jokes, and yeah, studied until linda lala rocked up. Studied a little more and then met up with taeyang and ndao and ate at food court. Bought a little bit shtuff at market city before heading back home where we split up.

currently supposed to be studying coz the trials are on monday. Will continue after this sexyass piece of shit/post. ahahahahahhahaha.

UNSW LIBRARY TMR WITH LINDA BUI AND HER RAV 4. ahahahaha ;)

heres a little bit of a photo spam.

deuce

viggay.

2009-08-05T03:22:00.000-07:00

coz she dont worry bout what people think about her coz she fly
when everybody on the floor go left she go right
♥♥

HELLO ALL.

start of August, and everything has gone either better, or HEAPS BETTER. ahahaha

August, best month ever :) why you may ask? its my birthday and also the weather in august is my favorite. it is jizzle in my pizzle.

only thing that i hate atm is FUCKING VERNE fucking fat fuck slob rudey pissface shit eater fat bitch racist teacher i swear.

so just another update since its been a while.

The first day that my mom left for china, i thought - Shit, its really lonely and i might not have as much fun as i expected.

But guess what, iv realised that i am bumblebee and i have transformed.. into my mother LOL. I have cooked countless meals that i never thought i would ever cook, cleaned my dogs morning vomit(FUCK), cleaned his pee pee poo poo, vacuumed and mopped the floor, done the washing, paid few bills and even had time to walk my ball-less dog. Talk about independant woman aw shieeeeeeee AHHAHAHAHA fuck off omg.

Well, its was ARVINUB's birthday the other day. Old fart turned 19. Apart from certain clubbing incidents that made him upset im sure we managed to cheer the fart up in the end :) Hope you liked the big black nigga dildo. Use it well <3>

Got him and Jono to drive to school today to pick the nDao and myself up HOWEVER these pooheads got lost like complete doodles and ended up at redfern AHAHA. Mangaged to make their way to our school in the end and off we went back to taeyangs house. After hours of FEAR FUCKING 2 and WWE we left ahahah. What monkeys. Had heaps of fun though. coz i am fucking sexy.

Been studying, and iv come to the conclusion that for some subjects, it works better for me if i study individually. not that the nDao isnt like super sexy to study with but like, i guess it just bombs into my head a bit better when there are no distractions. YES NIKI YOU ARE TOO HOTT.

well my gasshhh

it is time for like me to like head back to like my studies like.

mommy comes back soon <3>

its just the fact that, i dont have roomates yet..............but hey, anyone interested in moving in next year, tell me.

congrats to my baby and her man.

wish you two the best

wellps, i have spent 10 mins writing this damn thing. i should get off.

in a good mood since like, the 1st :)

laters alligators.

hehe, anderson fast asleep :)
arvin likes to rub his arsehole when asleep
anderson again lol
ew .... LOOOOL

peace out mofos.

♥♥
She's that girl, who dances everywhere
like i dont care
shes so exciting
im that guy
that loves a girl who can be herself
she's that girl who wants to dance with me
and im that guy to let her do it with me

2009-07-31T02:22:00.000-07:00
THOUGHTS : feelings . ?

hello hello .. the nDAO is back ! looool
not really. at a friends house using their net. so just thought i would write about a few things running thro my head =)
sorry if you dont understand but like WHATEVER ;D

well .. its been over a month nd so much shit has happened during that time. ive many many stupid decisions throughout my life nd there are many that i regret very much. but the decision that i made recently is causing me so much pain . im usually strong nd i always try to be strong but when im feeling this week. i dont know how to act nd with this feeling inside me, i tend to do stupid things. hmm .. i really want this feeling to go away but i know it wont. i guess ill just need time. but FUCK ! just go away now so i can concentrate on other things that are more important in my life.

im listening to the advice from one of the best people that care for me & of course i care for her VICKY DUDU ..
we've been thro many rough patches together and no matter what happens, she will always be here with me along the journey & of course .. i will ALWAYS be there for her =)

2009-07-29T03:15:00.001-07:00
i was told not to go to bed angry.
and never ever do.
cause you will wake up on the wrong side of the bed
and then you will feel like shit. for a long long time.

i just woke up lol.
fuck. cant even be fucked blogging so gonna blog in like...dot points LOL.

*tired. really tired for past few days. like i could sleep a whole week straight
*trials, shit a la pants, really not ready
*english, gotta deal with that fat fucking bitch who likes to give me shit and doesnt bother teaching me. gotta memorise whole essay by tmr
*house is too quiet. giving me the creeps

shoutout to niki dao dao
<3>
so its like

noiseless.
lol.

urghhhhhhhhhhhh
back to bed and english...

v

2009-07-25T11:19:00.000-07:00
Guess what i found out? People think you're a shithead. Egoistic and self centred though you hide it with a fake and absolutely pitiful outer appearance. you want to fit in , you really do, you were glad you had me, im sure, but once i felt that coldness, it was a definate good bye.

You were right when you told me you didnt have any close friends anymore, your boastfulness was too much to handle, you, are basically a poof that makes me disgusted that i ever said yes. If you did not try so hard, if you opened up, it wouldve been better. That is the reason why i don't want to talk to you or have anything in common with you. Slowly and slowly you lost my respect. and slowly and slowly, its turning into possible hate. you and your friends, are being looked down on. Absolutely shameful. After hearing about you and finding out that none of my friends liked you, i look back and realise that, you do not know how to treat a girl.

The friends that i have made since that day, compared to you, its as if im in another world. They make me smile, you made me frown. you really have nothing special about you... you really dont. stop acting like you do. Your big head really has no reason to be so big. You wanted it to work, but think about why it lasted such a short period of time. think about why time went by so slow, think about why i gave up, think about why it never went further, think about why i got over you in a day, why is it that iv never felt this way about any other guy and think about why im repulsed even by reminiscing.

you know, I cant even look at your photos without getting a sick feeling in my stomach.

talking to people made me realise just how bad it was, seeing others together makes me realise how bad it looked, hearing that people you arent even close to talk shit about you makes me laugh, and you buddy, you've got a reputation already. Those rumors were probably true, your stories were probably complete bullshit.

gross. you were in my life at one stage.
boy am i glad you arent anymore.

and seriously remember this:
we had nothing in common, but i gave it a shot. it was the worst decision i ever made and you pissed off all my friends. I did not know who you were even to the day we parted.

you ugly fuck.
pissing me off even thinking about you.

2009-07-25T10:27:00.001-07:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Last night was a weird night but it was hectic. I had fun :D

SO. Met up with niki, sean and co and went to eat at maccas. Havent been there in SO SO long *cry* THEN trekked it back to taeyangs place and fooled around until my darling angel lollipop CAROLINE DIM DUMS and EUGENE arrivedd. and guess what, WE WENT K AHAHAHHAHAHA. yeeee.

Went to my crib, lit up the 1000 candles in my house and cooked instant noodles. Had major D&M with taeyang and niki and then around 1am went and picked up Arvinub and Jono and guess what, we went K AGAIN LOLOLOL. Fucking sexykants orite ahaha.
Again, trekked it back to my crib and drank LOL. Best part of the night coz everyone had to force Khalua Straight down their throat LOL tasted like ass, and dear jono was goneskies. AHAHHAA im sure everyone enjoyed watching the poor guy drunk. ndao looked lke she died (LOL sexbomb) and basically everyone had a laugh and went to sleep. CEPT ME. coz im tank motherfucker. :D

Congrats to Arvinub and Taeyang and myself for managing to stay fine and not get shitfaced LOL. Even after that chinese absinthe that killed our life LOL

aaaaaaa good times.

Happy that i got to see CAROLINE ♥ The only one that makes me jizz.

and for once, we did not bum at taeyangs, but at ma crib bruvas.
chyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee boi.
School starts tuesday but next week is arvinub's BDAY :)

TOODLE DOOS.
v.

♥
♥
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2009-07-21T14:37:00.000-07:00

LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAYS

ew what the fudge is coming up next?
well, heres a little list:

*TRIALS - omg throw a fucking plate at me now

*FRIDAY get to see the one and only caroline dimdums where i will sex her until the moon explodes LOL wddff. ALSO hanging out with these really weird and gross people ... ahahah only kiddin, their pretty cool ;)

*SCHOOL STARTS next week and guess what, first day back i have a legal assesment. i mean come on rip my arsehole now fuckers.

*NIKI YOU FUCK where have you been omg get internet u poobum i cant talk properly to you coz im scared of ringing your housephone coz you seem always buusy lol

hehe.
very excitement. FOR END OF HSC.

omgg its actually not far away, ew.

and williamhodson my darling, SMILE FOR ME : D hope your having heaps of fun in welly and the zippo you got me goes with me EVERYWHERE <3

toodle doo fuckers
im a ninja tank demon from hell.
and i hope all these colors hurt your eyes<3

v.
i want my id just like that <3>

2009-07-18T07:19:00.000-07:00

♥

HELLO ALL SMELLY POO BUMS.
just a quick update for today.
it was mangelo angelo's bday dinner today and hopefully certain events did not entirely ruin his birthday. wish you all the best this year buddy!

and just a brief summary ; met up at seans and then went to WAGAYA and ate. Then ditched karaoke and went to coles and bought a ton of snacks, rented a movie at blockbuster and watched it. It wasnt much but hope it was good enough : )
AND GUESS WOT? ALL THE PHOTOES WE TOOK ARE BLURRY. CONGRATULATIONS MOFOS.

and before i forget, almost forgot all about HARRY POTTER 6. Went and watched it with Arvin, Jono and Migs.............and it was such a disappointment seriously...what is this. . . pondering with niki, and decided it was coz we were GROWING UP AHAHAHHAHA. Then went karaoke, took jono's karaoke virginity(LOL), and they sang red red wine and christina aguleira like barbies.

lovely :)

peace out niggazzz
♥
V.

2009-07-17T09:20:00.001-07:00
PHOTO SPAM FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
because my ass hole decided it needed to blast you all away with photoes :)
ENJOY.
The Dinner where we ate the worlds saltiest ricotta pasta and steak. i love you mcdonalds for life.

Me and the nDao in all our brilliance; taking luvos at seanie boys. CHYEE.
i love you baby girl remember your promise to rub oil all over my bod. ahahhahaah fuck dont.

Me & my furball cutey bum.

well because i am being blogaholic (lol) i am gonna blog again.
did you enjoy the photoes or did they dry your eyeballs coz they were too sexy kant.
:D

right now i am reminiscing with cindy gunawank all the special memories that have passed by and that its almost my birthday and also the fact that its been a year since we took caps because the last time we took caps was on my birthday last year and fuck oath this is one long ass sentence.

well actually i have to retract that statement, coz i took caps the other day coz i got to see SAM!
was bloody brilliant, met up with the my cute furball around 9am, and went to grab brekkie, then went and watched BRUNO (which is the funniest ass piece of shit EVER zomg i jizzed my pants laughing LOLOL i wanna use it for my satirical related text now LOL) and then went and took caps. and would u believe it i almost lost my phone if these nice white people didnt pick it up and hand it to the counter :) thankyou nice and white people. LOLOLOL

well, its almost been a year since most of THAT stuff happend ahaha and right now, we're pretty much jizzing in our pants at the fact that quite alot has happend and quite alot has been forgotten, if you know what i mean jelly beans ; )
HAHAA ok well yeah you probly dont coz im referring to private shtuff. so bugger off fuckers.

YDN!C(tu) says:
*OMG YEAH!
*SEE
*I SWEAR
*THAT WAS YESTERDAY
*ahhahahhahaahhahahaha
*I SWEAR TO GOD

ahahahahhahahahahhahahahha. shocking how time FLIES although i gotta say, wasnt that much fun LOL. hsc is the worst year in high school and it rips my heart seeing it pimp amongst so many girlies, all of us in uttermost pain, creating little pride and prejudice essay babies with it or crying coz we realised it was wrong. fingers crossed we get into the courses we're aiming for.

and happy bday to ANGELO MANGELO. turned 22 :)
apparnetly korean bbq and movie marathon and karaoke tmr at seanie boys. CHYEE. ahah

alright fuckers time for bed im tired from blogging coz my super powerful sexual energy is too overwhelming even for myself.
and dear god i wish my penis could spin and talk liek bruno's.
i will pray to god .

PEACE OUT FUCKERS!!!!!!!!! and
ps.
its been a while since iv been in such high spirits. :)
so shut your pieholes and be happy with meeeee :)

toodle doo
♥vickyy

2009-07-13T06:02:00.001-07:00

HELLO ALL LOL
I AM BACK AGAIN LOOLOLOLLOL.

1) because i am bored
2) because i finally found photoes of our recent evens hehe
3) because i am fucking sexy cunt orite.

WELL, just got back home, and bloody hell excited as because i get to see SAM TMR at 9AM.
YAYAYAYYAYA. fucken excited bra. havent seen that kid in like almost a year.

Well, just another quick update ahaha, not much has really happened since the last time i blogged which is probly coz i only blogged a few hours ago but hey stfu LOL im fkn sexy.

anywho's, shout outs to the nDao and lindy poo and thanks to the taeyang for letting us use his kitchen and house again ahaha hope youse enjoyed my egg+kimchi fried/steam rice LOLS.

WISH U ALL THE BEST NIKI know that we love u and we gots your back.
well, off to study again
toodle doo mufafukas.

v. energy drink.

p.s get a load of taeyang playing mahjong. srsly look at it LOL while our rows are dead straight, his is scattered loooool.
what a funny nub loool.

2009-07-13T00:08:00.000-07:00
So, just a little update because i feel like being consistant to this blog.

Yesterday was pretty weird if you ask me, met up with linda at around 6ish, and then we headed down to seans. Had a bit of a 4way d&m with sean and marco LOL, turned out it was pretty much just a drag coz we dint know how to explain a few things. quite funny though. Then the nDao, anderson and angelo popped up and we just chilled for a bit in seans room watching chris tucker stand ups and just kidding films ahaha.

uncle same got robbbbbed LOOOOL funny ass shit man

WELL, to continue, decided we wanted to go out and not stay in the house. Ended up going to BIG ECHO which was ALLLLLLLL the way up bathurst st. Talk about a fucking trek but hell, it was such a trippy karaoke lols. Expensive though. and fuck yeah i reached mariah careys bye bye high ass notes in the end : ) Never knew i could ahahhaa and i didnt break my voice!

Headed back to george st and decided we wanted hungry jacks....although some of us really wanted to eat other fast fattty blast foods lol. So in the end, linda and i got macca's, sean and anderson got subway and only angelo and ndao got the "better burgers which were at hungry jacks". Had an absolutely DELIGHTFUL chat whilst we ate about speedos and pubes and steamed buns. oh fuck yes all, that made me swallow damn hard LOOOOOLOLOLO.

omygosh ahaha then went back to seanies, was only 4 of us and drank jagerbombs tee hee.
though i had to jet home coz of the mommy, but we stayed on msn, all of us, and stayed awake till around 530ish when i couldnt take it no more. Coz guess what?. i pulled another all nighter from friday to saturday. couldnt take it man. i mean its good practice for hsc LOL but fuck off i dont want bags under my eyes.

WELL thought this would be a smaller update but kinda in a rush to study so just rambling on about last night. PEACE OUT MOFOS

v.

p.s i would upload a photo spam but all the photoes are somwhere else : )
pps. CAROLINE DIM DUMS COME PLAY WITH ME AGAIN !

2009-07-11T10:40:00.001-07:00
There was a boy and there was a girl.
They met when they were children.
The girl was from a rich family yet the boy was from the poor.
The girl was cruel and had everything she ever wanted, whereas the boy cherished the few treasures he posessed.
One winter night, the snow fell.
Both boy and girl went far far away and for did not meet again. . .
Until many years later, on a similar winters night, where the snowfall marked their first meeting.

The boy and girl fell in love.

yet little did they know what was to come.
The girl had cancer and died.
But she was still alive. in his heart.
no matter what, she was still somewhere there...once in love, always in love.

The End.

Isn't it great to fall in love? Just depends on what destiny has prepared for you. What kind of love are you willing to fall in to?

We'll see.

3:49am.
peace out.
v.

2009-07-01T19:48:00.000-07:00
its been around a week and we're still missing him.
we love you mike.
Tribute night this weekend. Hot Pot and Cards. Asian styles ahaha.

Only song that the Linda and I have been listening to is "Better on the Other Side" by Chris Brown, The Game, Mario Winans, Boyz II Men.

sad motherfucker...but its so beautiful.

[Diddy talking]

I remember the first time I seen you moonwalk,
I believed I could do anything,
you made the world dance,
you made the music come to life

[Chris brown - Chorus

This the type of song that make the angels cry,
i look up in the sky and i wonder why?
why you had to go, go
I know its better on the other side,
you were chosen from the start
never gon’ let you go,

[The Game]
Who’s Michael Jackson,
You’re Michael Jackson,
I’m Michael Jackson,
We all Michael Jackson,
I guess what Im
asking is everybody bow their head for a legend dont breathe for a second,
now let the air out,
grab the hand of somebody you care about,
so you can hear my message,
my confession,someone tell Usher,
I seen the moonwalk,
I guess the young thriller touched him,
like he touched me, like he touched you,
so carry on his legacy, something i must do,
so i trust you lighting candles, concrete visuals,
me and my brothers listen to Jackson 5 in the living room,
first thing i did when i heard was call Puff,
cos him and Mike tried to stop the beef between us,
who was us? Me and
Fifty, that beef is dead, him and Mike Jackson gonna take us to the ledge.

[Chorus]
As I’m pouring out this liquor candles start to flicker,
when list (?) my air ones,
MJ was my nier.
Not the one that play ball,
the one with the Hollywood star,and since I’m a Hollywood star Imma tell you my story,
never had a family that close,
never see Barry Gordy walking through interscope,
just like me they always had Mike in a scope,
no matter what you say,imma love him and hes still dope,
let me take you back to 85 when i was in a zone,
dancing for my momma thriller jacket with all the zippers on,
now I’m doing 90 bout to crash in this Aston,
listening to Outcast, I’m sorry Mrs Jackson
anything I can ever do to better you your son was our king so we wont Coretta you,

I’m writing this letter to all the Jackson kids, we all Jackson kids, time to let us through.

[Chorus]
[Boys II Men]
This the kind of song that make the angels cry,
look up in the sky and ask God,
why o why why
Do we live and let die
This the kind of song that make the angels cry,
look up in the sky and ask God,
why o why why
Do we live and let,
live and let die.
[End]

I share the same birthday as him.
and in a way, i feel blessed.

we love you.

v

2009-06-27T06:29:00.000-07:00
THOUGHTS : fun fun fun fun

so .. the mums went away to newcastle for the weekend, which meant that i got the house to myself. well except my sister being there. but she goes out :D
decided to stay home that friday night since no one was going out .. BIG MISTAKE . the vDU & i had the most BORINGEST friday nights we have ever had IN SO FUCKING LONG ..

first things first. I FINISHED BUSINESS ASSIGNMENT IN A SUFFICIENT AMOUNT OF TIME ==' that almost killed my life. LOL . it was normal day at school, vDU wasnt there =( but saw her today. YAY ! we had AWESOME fun with sean & andy. thanks for all the fun boys :)

and like fucking OMFG sean has a mad place to live in. with 2 HUGE plasma tvs and all these games that you could never think of. there was the WII , PS3 , guitar hero .. the whole lot.

it was loads of fun & i hope we get to do it some time soon =)
thanks for the great day ALL *hugs & kisses*

love THE nDAO xox

2009-06-25T21:10:00.001-07:00
RIP Michael Jackson.

Iv been following his songs ever since the first of my music experiences...well from what i remember ahah.

The first album i ever bought from an actual CD shop, was Micheal Jackson's.

I remembered listening and dancing to his classic tracks ; Heal the World, Black or White, Scream and Billie Jean. When i was 4, the distinct memory of singing to his songs in the car whilst my family and i drove home, will forever be held deeply. Even my first karaoke experience...bloody hell it was something to do with MJ.

Micheal Jackson, his melodies, his persona and ultimately the memories that his songs produced, fuck up this is such a shock.

You've made changes to the world, good and bad, alternated perspectives and you were definantly a thriller.

Rest in peace

v.

2009-06-20T00:51:00.000-07:00

THOUGHTS: rain rain go away.
come again another day

sitting at entertainment centre after studying at uts all day. who knew it would be so empty aye =)
the rain is pouring down and the wind is blasting at our face. why is the weather so shit.
sun .. where are you ? come out so i can go play =D

niki xox

2009-06-16T03:56:00.000-07:00
fuck shit fuck shit fuck shit fuck shit fuck shit fucking shits
annoying
cunt
mother fucking dickless bitch
ass hole
alien fuck
cock meat sucking faggot from hell
fucker dick sucks
shit cunts
ass flaps faggoty shrimp fuck
pube pidgeon pluck fuck suck duck

omgg
fucker.
dont talk to me.
dont wanna see you for ages.
fuck out of my life u shitpole

2009-06-13T21:18:00.000-07:00

PHOTO SPAM FIRST. its a change :)

THOUGHTS: sick sick sick

snot is killing my life ... LOOL
so .. the vDu & i are BOTH sick. OMG killing our lives. One had a fever on thursday and the other on friday. Buii caught it as well ahahahaha.
we went to show yestaday with the bui & fatty and i was so tired i went to sleep. fucking had like all their jackets and shit on me & i was still cold. FUCKING FEVER! kill my life. but its all good now. feeling much better. except all that snot coming down the nose & all those headaches nd what not. but overall , at least got to stay home & relax & SLEEP IN . havent been getting enough sleep & since i only had 2 hours sleep the other night. IT WAS AWESOME (no it wasnt you were on the phone doing naughty shit u nut , from vicky.)

and because i cant be bothered starting a new post, i am going to continue on and take this post away from the nDao.
WELL dear oh dear this week has been pretty eventful. Apart from the occasional snotty filled days, we have been going apeshit again. I reckon it's working though, not as stressed. im gonna pray that the nDao and myself ACE the coming tests. Seriously we better, we have been going to UTS literally every weekend at 9.30am to get the bloody card and so we can get a proper seat. And every single time , there is a massive line. I reckon we've used up pretty much all 10 times now, think we have like one or two sessions left. dilligent but urgh. lolol

Though the sister gave me her pass and hopefully nDao will get her sister's. Then we can go anytime for the rest of our lives until we die! yay LIBRARY FAGGOTS FOR LIFE!!! :D

had been working on ENGLISH for pretty much a week and FUCK MY LIFE it is done finally. Now i just need to memorise it and study MATHSDICK cuz guess wot? BOTH TESTS ARE ON THE SAME DAY, ONE AFTER THE OTHER. WOOO.

Went Mooks with the bui the other day and omggg i want that jacket. Its so prettyful i think im gonna cum man. Ill try and find a picture of it...haha if im bothered :P

Mood: urghh, man srsly, fuck out of my life.
the words just go in and out of your head and im going to suggest for you to not expect anymore deep hearted feelings from us. Its tiring and you don't seem to appreciate it. Now that this has happened, we've realised that, it simply was a big waste of time...that is, too much effort and hope gone to waste. Dissappointed and yeah, bye bye lol. No more please, its gonna make me vomit. Don't want the same thing to happen over and over again because, its time for us to move on. Be my guest and stay where you are, for the rest of your life if you want to, because thats probly what you gonna do. Ill come by and say hi but bye bye you're gonna die. hahahahaha. (im a sexy cunt) Its time to approach the new, cuz its what we're gonna have to face in the future. Make a start, you'll feel better.

haha that feels good. harsh? but hmmmm, its just not gonna be the same even if we keep trying. so might as well move on and reach our goals, because staying like this is jsut pulling us down. believe you can fly and yeah baby you gonna fly.

Talk about extensive essay writing this week, cuz seriously this is it LOL iv reached my limit. huuuuuuuu~
wish us luck for the assesments! and we'll post soon :)

laters alligators.
vDu & nDao
♥
baby you know im feeling you
and you say you feel me too
but i don't know wot we shud do
cuz im so crazy over you
we try to find ourselves through all
the drama in our lives
we aint perfect but
its ok becuz
we'll work it outt.

2009-06-09T04:16:00.000-07:00
THOUGHTS: cant deal with it anymore

the weather is cold, yet i sit in my BIGASS canada hoodie! ohh so warm but it aint warm enough. FUCK ! im hating the weather but who cares.

so .. LONG WEEKEND just passed and it was like so fucking SEXY!
vDU & i were suppose to go school on thursday for athletics carnival but we decided to go to fucking UTS to study our faces off. eventho the carnival was cancelled it was still a shit day so we still went UTS. it was like fucking AWESOME. studied like 4-5 hours straight. APESHIT BABY!
almost died that night, couldnt sleep since had the shits and fucking just couldnt sleep. so .. was talking on msn, doing assignments, telephoning and KOREAN DRAMA-ING =D dint sleep til like 4 ==' nd like woke up at 11. ehh never do that again

FRIDAY - library with the vDU then hung out with zenan after and did jack shit. SO BORING

SATURDAY - absolutely NOTHING . except turning on the NERD BUTTONS =)
went to the sisters house for family dinner, turned out to be this HUGE gathering. FUCK ! was like in my jammies. looked like fucking shit. LOOL

SUNDAY - man this day almost killed me. went to city at like 9.30 to go to UTS to study with the vDU. put our shit down and i gut my fringe cut. OMG .. looked like a fucking DOLL. ohh well whats done is done. now only wait for it to grow
ANYWAYS .. the sister wouldnt let me bring the laptop so brought the other mac. fucking wanted to work on my assignment but it was fucking on the other fucking laptop. so do you know what i did. OMG. fucking went all the way home to get the other one. & since the trains came every half hour it took me 2 and a half hours to get back to the fucking city. waste of my time and everything. FUCKING SO SHIT. but overall got to do most of the assignment ! =)
was gona go play tekken at show. LOOOL but it was fucking booked out. OMG saw that fucking mervin dude again. pissed the shits out of me. ruined me whole night the dumbKIENT
but overall, had dinner with GB & went home. stayed up for awhile to finish off rest of assignment nd it was off to bed to finish book and SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

love you ALL nk

2009-06-04T16:44:00.000-07:00
I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on

Wellps, like i said, the ndao and i seriously did go apeshit studying from around 830 till 1 the yesterday at uts library. Got quite alot done so i guess it was pretty productive : )

And so this time i rememebered to bring my laptop charger. Pulling it out, i was beaming, all proud and stuff, when i realised i needed an adaptor to plug it in to the goddamn wall.
==;
Guess the power plug wasnt a slut after all, you needed protection to insert LOLOLOL.

SO~ with only 3hrs of laptop battery, i TRIED to use it wisely hahaha. although i do admit at one stage i got carried away and went to my email...which led to facebook and msn and other allsorted candy stuff....but HEY. i timed it :) only wasted 15 mins . hehe

APESHITAPESHITAPESHITAPESHITT!

I guess you could say, our new motto is : "STUDY YOU CUNT"
cuz there really isnt any other way you can get yourself studying. Nice and gentle? i think not.

AND THEN...
we met up with niki's godbro, duc, and ate la sushi @ la mc foodcourt. THEN, we met up with la zenan at macca's (haha i know we just ate sushi but what the heck) and decided that...to congratulate ourselves for going so apeshit shit past half a week, that it was about time for us to go SINGGGGINGGG LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLOLLOLOOL.

You'll never guess how long a break we had from k. calculated to perfection, the length of time that we had not stepped anywhere near a karaoke room was around 1 month and 5 days. fuck up right? And guess what, the sexy bald guy even gave us 95 mins :D:D:D:D:D *BEAM* hehehe.

Bui and Ian came afterwards but the ndao and zenan had to go.
Guess what we did? bitch session at maccas. AHAHAH na jokes but like srsly, remember how a long time ago in some far away land...na jokes, in one of my other posts, i said, no matter what, at some point of the day, i will end up at macca's at least once or twice? yeah . AHAHAHA.

After BUI left, went with Ian to the linda's house. Fucked around and then we went CRUISING :D:D:D:D oh happy day ~ yday was pretty fun. cheered me up and got heaps of work done:)

all in all
AWESHUMMMM :D :D :D
PHOTO SPAM from UTS LOL..just couldnt help it.

niki is a sexpie.
peace out
dudu.

2009-06-02T23:08:00.000-07:00
Mood : hmmmmph.
deleted that emo post because guess what?

"Life's only as hard as you make it"

There fore Niki and i have come up with a solution.
We're not gonna say "The End" until our last post, which will most likely be, a long time away. :)

to my special somebody - niki APESHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITHSITHISTHSIHSHITTTTTTTT TIME LOOLLOLOLOLOLOOLOOOLOLOLOL.

see you when u get home ; )
love 1818 vicksta.

oh and GOOD LUCK LINDA!!!!

*

and so yes everyone life goes on.
hahahaha. yeee. its beautiful.
its you and me against the world.

2009-05-31T22:46:00.000-07:00

omgggg wot copy cats bahahahahahha. We're better yeah? : )

wow.
Its already June.
What the heck.

"Time flies when you're having fun" , but i wouldn't really say this past half a year was fun. More like dreadful. Nothing special happened, wasnt fun, just seemed like one big struggle.

HSC, you damn fuck.
Sometimes i wished it was only a months away. But then again, we do need the remainder of the year to study hardcore, otherwise, we would all probably fail like faggots. Though thing is, not really learning much at school anymore, all we get is assignment after assignment, assessments after assessments, and we've got the bloody trials soonskies. I swear to god i am gonna be so goneskies by the time HSC the flying fuck actually lands.

But hey, good things to look forward to are:

♥ FORMAL
♥ PENTHOUSE
♥ ROADTRIP
♥ 5 months of holidays WOOOO
♥ END OF SCHOOL THE FUCK.

WELL, time to blog about whats the happening with us this past weekend.
Nothing special again, i reckon we just did the stuff we'v done in the past. LONG WEEKEND coming up, should be more fun : D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

FRIDAY
Met up with the boys so that we could go to our school concert. Was orite, just certain things happened that killed it. It rained like crazy as well and although i usually hate the rain, it was actually kinda fun walking/running/stacking it in the rain with everyone : ) Only nik nik brought a tiny ass umbrella and we all fought over it, until some of us gave up and just walked in the rain. All good :)

Went to seoul ria again haha. Bui's shout. he actually shoout dinner. He's actually nice. LOL in comparison from the usual slack ness which omfg headache's me LOL.
though, we couldnt help it and forced him to eat chilllllayyyyyyyy korean shizz, and as much as he resisted, we somehow managed to force down a spoonful of chilly sauce down his throat LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL ♥

AHAHAHHA. :D

Dont think we took any photoes that night, only vids but those will probly be posted up elsewhere since blogger is a gay fuck and takes forever to load.

Here's a few random pics from another day, when Zenan, nik nik, bui and myslef went nerding at uts lalalalalalala ♥

see you laters alligatorsss : )

dudu.

2009-05-25T05:46:00.000-07:00
When a day is said and done,
In the middle of the night & youre fast asleep, my love.
Stay awake looking at your beauty,
Telling myself im the luckiest girl alive.
Cause so many times i was certain you were gonna walk out of my life.
Why you take such a hold of me boy,
When im still trying to get my act right.
Do you know youre my miracle?
Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love collapsed.

my thoughts only seem to be of you. i want you out of my mind but im standing here along not knowing what to do. you're the only one i want to run to yet you're so far away from me. babe, im letting you go but when i hear your voice or when you say a simple word to me. it seems harder for me to let go

love niki

2009-05-24T21:00:00.000-07:00
THOUGHTS: FUCKING AWESOME WEEKEND

what a weekend i had =)

a two day adventure that i will be able to tell my little kiddies in the future HAHAAHAHA

so it started out normally. meeting up with the vDU & BUI BUI and after meeting zenan =)

vDu, BUI & myself went to eat at maccas entertainment centre. FUCK it was so packed. but was all good cos we got a table. bui was studying! awe the poor boy had to memorise 2 books for his exam ==' SO MUCH

OK, i dont know if its just me but everywhere ive been going ive been seeing those LITTLE TBs everywhere. like WTF! get a life! yesyes, i use to be one but like im so over it. its all in the past now.

but lets get to the point. we were chilling at KPB & bui gets a call from his lil sisters bf and was all like, your sister's drunk, come get her! im thinking, WTF, these little dumbshits get her all drunk & they dont even fucking take care of her. WTF. we meet up with the little kiddies & micayla is on the bench. NOT MOVING! oh BTW these TBs are like in year 9 & 10.

i see her lying there & this little dude starts telling me what happened. im pissed off out of my mind because they didnt take care of her & when we come they decided to leave. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. OMG ..

micaylas bf stayed & i was calling round to see if anyone would be able to take bui & michaela home. thankfully i was able to get BEN (THANK YOU SO MUCH) to help me out.

we waited around for a while & micayla's little boyfriend decides to be a smartass nd make stupid little comments. just standing there yelling at this fuck and he decides to make a comment to me. calls me a dumbkient. i fucking tell him to say to my face, so he comes up to me & says it again, & again & WHAM i smack him in the face. AND you know what he decides to do. he pushes me. WHAT THE FUCK. how dare he! OMG that little fucker. luckily zenan had him in a chokehold & if he didnt that little fuck was gona come up & actually hit me. how LOW is that. but like you know whatever. whats happned has happened. but if i see his little face with his glaces and braces again. i swear i smack him right between the glasses & his nose.

* im only implying this towards not to anyone else. LOVE YOU ALL =)

x3 niki
!interruption :)
>woman you forgot to announce some other special special thing : )
YOUR GONNA GET A NEPHEW!!!!!! :D :D :D CONGRATS U MOFO.
photoes will be up a bit later when the zenan gets his internet. : )
VKAY : What continuously made me crack up was how this lil shitcunt tried to have a go with both of us :P At one point i couldnt help it, we were all just dumbfounded by how useless he was, just sitting there sucking on a winfield and spitting, so i told him to go buy me an apple pie. the cheapskate couldnt even spare me one dollar LOL wot a dumbshit. And when i told him to stfu, guess wot he said? :D :D :D IT WAS THE HIGH LIGHT!
"come here and make me im gonna get my bro's on you"
AHAHAHA WOT A LIL SHITCUNT!!!! :D:D:D:D:D But like srsly my respect for niki dao dao went up by 1000+. no joke. fucken sexy cunt omg LOL
aaaa i liked james. : )
btw, when micayla was full vomiting and shit, i realised JUST how much she and bui looked alike LOLOLOLOL. BAD TIMING BUT AHAHAHHA OMG :D:D:D:D
deuce.
VK

2009-05-21T19:15:00.001-07:00
so yet again i am pretty boredness.

whats the happening?
i am sick : ( been getting relapses here and there, sometimes its a bit of a cold, other times its tummy pain :( WHY?

but i am actually motivated to study :D
aced religion (i hope ) yesterday. and today, i am just too dead to move.
so just popping in for a short post because im sure we'll have heaps to write about tmr. gonna go to state or uts to study our butts off la : )

things coming up:

♡ STUDYING SATURDAY with everyboody
♡ Really gotta save up, cuz i wanna buy heaps of shiz here and there :D and also cuz of the roadtrip and penthouse

♡ ♡ PEACE : )
vk.

2009-05-18T01:20:00.000-07:00

Mood : Put your hands up its a brand new day.
♡♡

Well i can breathe properly now.
i like it :) Thanks for everything, and gonna go easy breezy for the future ahead.

Lets just say, ill wait for the next ray of sunshine to hit me la la la.

Ew. Its a monday. what a fucktard LOL.
But hey lets recap :)

THE SUNDAY.

No body planned to go out, but instead, quite alot happened lols. Either way, we all had fun, i reckon the ndao and i needed a bit of fresh air, and just, needed the lil get away from home. SO~ we decided to go with mui mui and eddycunt to RANDWICK RACE COURSE HSC 09 SEMINAR.
BUT NOOOOOOO~ it took bloody long for the boys to work out whether they wanted to go STUDY or SEMINAR. And in the end, being the dai lou and living up to the reputation of a dai lou, i found the transportation information. WOOO LOOOL. (fucken big head LOL)

but guess what?
we missed the seminar LOOOOL.
FUNKAY. bahahhahahah. no hott peoples in sight either(LOL STFU)...so just sat there on the grass and the ndao did her maths. LOL. seriously that woman like camped nearly everywhere and took out her maths book. LOL. Guess where our next stop was? MC FOOD COURT LOL. and guess what? MATHS BOOK BAM ON THE TABLE AGAIN LLOL.
First time iv seen her like this, its pretty fucken awesome and a major turn on.

The Zenan came along after a wee bit and we just mucked about. actually no, correction; all of us except EDDY(SOOK) got busy with either work or games, and what did he do? like seriously no joke, HE CANT STAY STILL FOR LIKE MORE THAN ONE MINUTE LOL.

Decided to go for din dins at korean restaurant next to KLIVE. EDDY'S SHOUT. or well it was supposed to be eddy's shout but no, once again we had to chip in WOT A SLACK CUNT. And wow goddamn did bui SWEAT LOL. Seriously he was leaking like a mofo (haha sam ur msn pm)
but yes omfg becuz of that douche i cbf summing up the rest of the night, cuz it was all pretty much just hanging in city.

HIGHLIGHT - mui mui took us to footlocker and I SAW SHOES THAT I AM NOW GONNA SAVE UP FOR. btw, we're all gonna start a one big collection of OG shoes :P high rollaaaaass.

so things to start saving up/organising for :

♡ HOTEL
♡ ROADTRIP
♡ THOSE SHOES LLOL OMFGGGG CUM.

Very funky :)
Peace outt yooooo.

The vicky.

2009-05-15T21:14:00.001-07:00
Guess what ya'll?
iv come to the conclusion after a strained half a month
that

After all, the sun really doesnt shine.

peace out yo.
vicky.

2009-05-12T05:36:00.000-07:00
So its been a crazy half week.
Actually not really, just a pretty fun one i'd say, since i couldn't find a proper way to start todays blog :)
and since iv been a lazy ass and havent been blogging properly, lets go a bit baack to last week first.

RECAP : LA FRIDAY.
Lots happened on friday, ill talk about my part and im sure the ndao will talk about her part. After school, met up with the boo and i finally got to see the NDAO AND LINDY! A week without seeing them really felt like ages, sadly i must say, i have gotten used to their prescence (as much as i hate it...na JOKES LOL SLACK) but YES. They put smiles onto my face once again.
Trekked it to george st macca's for ndao, and when i mean TREK, i mean FUCKEN TREK. Text books in heavy school bag included Legal Studies, Business Studies and Maths. Fucken , got my fair share of being pregnant...on my BACK LOL. but yerrr.
So the linda and byron called, met up with them, trekked it back to my crib for the ndao to get ready cuz she was gonna hit the CLUB and partay away. And we probably went to our last K meet as the sisterhood, since everybody was pretty bored of it. stupid aholes.

but yes, walked the ndao to a restaurant at darling, and the remaining four of us went to, guess where; Star Citayyyyyyy Buffeeett. Overall, pretty awesome friday night. i had fun : )

And now, skip saturday, sunday and monday. Cuz they were boring and not worthy to be noted down : ) So dont worry, if i die, and the police use this blog for forensic procedures..........LOL yeah ok.

LE TUESDAY
WE had an awesummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm(i could go on forever) TIME :D

Met up with ALMOST everyone, the ndao, cindy, the linda, bui, ian, zenan, gemin and jeff. Surprisingly there was no lag, which is like BAM because considering the amount of people, you would expect massive lags where we would be questioning what to do. but NOPE. 1st stop; NORITA. We go there alot now lol. But its usually for the WIFI. LOLOL.

HOWEVER, the cindy was PIMPIN. hahaha, no joke, 3 guys. All around her. bahahahha oooooft. Meanwhile, on the otherside of the table, we, the newly formed lebo mafia group - The UNDIEWUNDIES, decided to play CHESS. but FUCK THAT LOL ian and i got owned by bui and jeff. and that was shameful for my position of being dai lou of the gang.

oh btw, we're recruiting new members for UW REP.
however all members must comply with the following conditions.
* Must have killed some one
* Must spend $500US on us prior to entry
* Must do everything for the dai lou e.g if i say suck his peni, you suck it. (LOOLOL)
* Must shout everything
* Must get a tattoo saying ' i love undiewundies'
* All new recruits must walk around naked in chinatown for 1 hour
* Must do whatever we say........because i cbf coming up with more rules LOL

ANYWHO, please also pay 10% commission fee for joining.
Thank you and looking forward to your requests.

Around 5.30-6, we got doggged by cindy for another guy LOL TSK TSK who had apparently had some flash hot car. Jeff and Gemin left with her, and unfortuantly , so did bui. not cool as a newly recruited member, hes gonna get 100 whips. (LOL) ohhh! guess what, he's doing the IB DIPLOMA!!! S'what all you utahloy gangsters are doing, what i was gonna do. : ( damnnnn.

Anywho, back to my fucken sexy story (stop distracting me LOL), went to KPB. Old hanging spot of ours with the nik nik. aahahhh gooooooooooood times. But yeah, ian and i got pwned in pool as well by the ndao and zenan. but NO MATTER , we rock at tap tap revenge and initial D. Excessive finger muscle training. suck on that you loosers.

And because i cbf summing up the rest, i will say, that it was a hectic day brooo : D

got sick today though LOL. and apparnelty so did ndao. but i reckon its from our sleep deprivation. both of us havent been sleeping properly for a while. must recharge with porn and icecream LOL na jokes. maybe. ; D

HEAPS OF HW TO CATCH UP ON!
PEACE OUT MOFUCKKKKAAAAAAAAASSSS
the vik vik.
uw rep. aka. the dai lou.
please step back.

PHOTOE STREAM :)

yeeeeeeee : )

2009-05-11T03:26:00.000-07:00

CLUBBING IS FUCKING AWESOME =)

just a shout out to bekki.
happy be-lated birthday lovely nd i hope you had an awesome night cos i know i did :D

well just a small re-cap of my week.
had workplacement this whole week nd it was fucking AWESOME.
they were really nice people nd they always let me finish early :D
nd now they have offered me a job. COOL
im gona take it up as soon as i finish HSC so i can earn some money for formal, after party nd the road trip. IM SO EXCITED ND PUMPED FOR IT
but anyways , it was bekki's bday on friday nd went out for dinner nd then went to havana. was kind of freaking out before hand since im underaged nd all but who cares. I FUCKING GOT IN MAN ! :D

but overall , had a fucking awesome weekend besides the bruises on my legs. so shameful. stacked it at the club *shakes head* LOL

but anyways .. shall drop by soon lovelies

LOVE niki x

2009-05-03T23:39:00.000-07:00

Cause baby its only me
I dont ask for much
BABY , having you is enough

its another beautiful day to go out & go .. SHOPPING ! =)
its monday evening & im home alone. the house is freezing & im on the phone with the vDU.
not gona see her for a week & like OMFG this is going to be such an epic week.

it will be my cousins 18th birthday on friday & she wanted shoes for her birthday. SO .. got her the freaken shoes =) be happy lovely. you always get what you want for your bday from me. well i think so anyways. AHAHAHAH. anyways .. woke up early this morning to go see the vDU since didnt have workplacement today cos the place doesnt open on mondays. but fuck ! its going to be such a trek to get there but who cares. going to be going out every night nd FRIDAY NIGHT ! PARTY PARTY PARTY !
but continuing from that , bought bekki her sequence shoes. THEY'RE SO PRETTY but one problem ; ONE SIDE DOESNT FIT! so , "hey wittners, im back to change the shoes. ==' " LOL

trek`d it from townhall all the way up to pitt st mall & then back down to market city. OMFG im so tired right now *snores*
didnt really seem like a busy day but god it was a busy day for me

* whats with the weather
one moment its raining the next its full windy & blowing your hair in your face & the next its sunny & hot. what the hell is with that. JEBUS ! god damn global warming

From the day that i saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry we felt that day
Felt so real and so true

My love for you will never end
You'll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps on passing by
You'll always be my baby boy

♥ NIKI

2009-04-27T09:16:00.000-07:00

No matter what you say
No matter what you do
I'll always be there for you baby 'cause you're my boo
No matter near or far
You're always in my heart
I'll never let you go 'cause you will always be my
natural Hi-hi-hi-hi-high

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! :)
someones happy.

its the last day of the holi's and the gut feeling of returning to school is sinking in. and its pretty gay.
Nevertheless, last night was pretty awesome : D Finally got to go out after a while and hung with the ndao, jacky, ian, eddy and bui. Quite a few people dogged the dinner, and so the dress code didnt happen, unless you count ian who was the only one in semi formal, or bui....since he came in school uniform LOL

well, the night started at around 6, we met up and yeah, wandered around for a bit in the cold (which felt nice ;D) until we settled on the restaurant ; seoul-ria. and haha thanks to the boys, it was damn funny as hell haha. too bad i forgot the camera , my bad to niki :D Was an interesting dinner since we found out eddy's hair has the ability to feel sexually. Sticking out of his hair was an extra stiff strand and yeah, like sersly no fucken shit , his hair had a boner LOL. (pics available like srsly no shit LOL AHAHAH wat a dumbcunt)

The bill ended up fucking expensive although we didnt seem to have eaten alot, thus the search for dessert. We ended up at PASSIONFLOWER :D where the boys got into a fight over the cookies and cream ice cream and kept scabbing my banana/choc crepe.

Thanks to the struggle, eddy cummed all over his pants and we all had an amazing time. HAHA FUCKING jsut kidding thats chat shit LOL. Na, they got into a fight and yeah icecream splattered all over his jeans, and surprisingly in the wrong areas as well. (that is, the pee pee.) Thankyou god, for that amazing experience. but seriously LOL SUCK SHIT BAHAHAHHHA

Yeah. the bill ended up a massive 40+. MY SHOUT. for once omfg . and therefore we must agree that: i am so awesome, you little fucks.

love the weather atm. love the cold, bloodyhell its what iv been waiting for : ) refreshing! :)

and just to finish this awesome blog off, everyone do this for me :

1.put your hand over your mouth
2.make a wish in your hand
3.make it into a fist
4.put against your heart for 5 seconds

AND I HOPE IT COMES TRUE MOFUCKAAASSS. :)

i'm out :)
viks.

p.s i'm feeling all ...fuck duno how to explain it, but, lets say, the feeling you get when the sun sets, and its extra warm rays hit you. :) ew.

ATTEMPTED PHOTOGRAPHY OF THE EDDY HAIR BONER - stupid thing was too bright.

2009-04-24T18:51:00.000-07:00
HEY ALL =)

its NIKI
havent been on here in like SO LONG.
its time for me to re-cap my easter holidays. so much has happened these holidays, lets see where i should start ..

well, the holidays started pretty early for me this time. due to all the exams nd what not.
4th APRIL *thumbs up* chyeah baby =D

so .. before the holidays had even started. vicky & i had planned on studying during the holidays every monday, wednesday & friday so we could be on top of all our subjects. but obviously that did not go to plan at all. ended up going out almost everyday in the holidays until my mother got angry so to make her happy, stayed home for 4 days. OMG i died from it =='

cant really remember all the days so just going to write out the days that i actually do remember ROFL but most days were spent with the LOVELY VDU =D love you baby

8th April
went to vickys place. just bumbed around, watching movies, eating and bitching like we always did. her bf msgs out of no where asking to see her. so we made a plan. i called my dad asking him to pick me up later so i can stay out later & tried to get another guy to come so it wouldnt look sus to vickys mum with only one guy coming over.
SOOO .. told vicky to call ben nd get him to come over her place. i knew he wouldnt just come so we told him i was full crying over something that happened. nd you know what HE BELIEVED IT =D i was still doubting it until he called nd said he was downstairs.
went to see him nd we went to the park. god i hated that park so much but not really anymore. its a pretty good park *thumbs up* anyways .. ben was getting bitten so we went into the pool room in vickys apartment. it was so warm nd nice in there =)

* i hate it when someone lifts you nd spins you around really fast. HEAD SPIN. oofft, ben has done it to me so many times. FUCK! kills me

vicky had an idea to climb up to her bedroom window, but was kind of impossible so went back to the park. we ran around and the boys were jumping poles and walls and watever.
then it was time for some PRIVATE TIME *wink wink* LOL
no need to talk about that. but it was a great day to hang out with vicky & the boys

9th April
had to go to school today. eventhought school had already finished =='
but whatever, my very nice teacher gave us a day to come in and work on our major design works. so i came in but since i didnt really have much to do, got to leave early. YES !
walked out to glebe nd thought, you know there wont be any black wattle ppl since like they're all finished school and what not. but OMG they were all there. GREAT ..
saw the ex :@ god damn it. why did it have to be that day. fucking killed me since that day would have been fucking 4 months. but WHO CARES
met up with the vdu nd went shopping for a while before going back to her place nd meeting up with her man. went up to her room nd got ready. dressed up pretty nd met up with the rest of the ppl.
AHAHAHAH it was so funny. went to show, only asked for an hour but we got another hour absolutely FREE. the boys were sitting on one side of the room playing on their itouchs. SO LAME. but it was so much fun in K =)
ohh yes, and i stole eddys ring. the dumbshit didnt even realise. thought he'd lost it or something. AHAHAH. but anyways .. we went to darling maccas and had some food and talked. since eddy was being a fucking smart ass i thought i would get him back since he kept on calling me a bitch. ICE CREAM ATTACK ! ive already talked about what happened on this day. fucking my nose absolutely died that day.

10th April
nothing special bout today. stayed up til 6AM watching boys before flowers.
god damn it, im so hooked onto it

11th April
BBQ! cindy came to my family bbq and saw my nieces and little nephew from melbourne. we ate heaps of food, had a big water fight. LOL at matthew for stacking on the water when we were trying to hide from kevin. they just had to take out the buckets ROFL. played twister which was so fucking funny. AHAHAHA sandwich bekki ! =D nd bekki nd i made plans to take my nieces to the easter show on wednesday. it was a really great day.
ohh nd had a very big DNM with cindy. LOVE YOU CINDY

14th April
arvo
cindy came over. she wanted to go shopping but i just didnt have the energy and i tooked like fucking crap. EWWWWW ~
we stayed at my place, bitching, blogging & cindy looked through all the pictures i had on my laptop. ohhh all the memories i had with her :)
night
nieces came over and spent some time with them. was watching boys before flowers and chatting on msn. AHAHAHA at the shit that happened that night.
went out to woolies at like 10.30 to buy food for easter show since it was going to be very expensive. ohh nd we always made cookies for everyone. YUMMY *licks lips*
we didnt go to bed til 1.30 but i didnt fall asleep til 2. was so fucking tired cos woke up at 6 nd i was having such a retarded night. kept on waking up in the middle of the night.

15th April
EASTER SHOW
went very early, since we wanted to get a lot of fun and adventure out of the day. got there at like 11 and didnt get home til 9.30
was so tired. yet it was so worth it.

16th April
STUDY !
not really, watched boys before flowers ROFL
michael came over to get his show bags and he took me for a drive :)
hung out with me for awhile and went home.

17th April
went to the movies with michael. FAST&FURIOUS *thumbs up* i like i like. nd watched 17 again for FREE as well. we had to wait an hour before 17 again started so we sat on the chairs near the toilets. ahahahaah it was so funny. the guys kept on pushing the door on the wrong side. we sat there laughing at them LMFAO
didnt really do much after that. ardi watched 17 again me us and met up with vicky at entertainment centre. had a bitch fest nd went back to her place nd sat in the pool area.
nd that was that

21st April
met up with jacky today. for the first time in like 2 years. felt kind of weird so asked kerry to come with me since he was at UTS. who knew mon was going to be with him. nd you know what, ended up being a day where all the guys that i dated/flinged with =S
FUCK! i was stuck in the middle of all of it. they had a session bout me too. FUCK
whatEVER ... kerry & mon left so i stayed with jacky until linda & chris came. THANK GOD
bumbed nd what not until i had to go hurstville. didnt do much after that.

22nd April
EASTER SHOW AGAIN
went with vuong, lien & anita this time.
the weather was good during the day but when i met up with the girls. IT WAS SO COLD & IT WAS RAINING.
we only went on like 3 rides but OMG so worth it. went on the megadrop. FUCK went on it the first time i went easter show nd it makes you feel so good but fuck its so high up. after went into roller coaster haunted house thingy. i dont like those rides, i know they aint real but i get damn scared. & lastly went on the roller coaster. we were suppose to pose at the camera but fucking hell i posed at the wrong one. so now the girls have a picture of me, yelling my face off nd looking like a fucking retard ==' SHAMEFUL
walked around easter show & anita wanted to win lien a toy. ahahaha she won her this tiny little toy. I GOT LIEN A BETTER TOY :P im so pro. keke
started to get hungry so went back to city for superbowl. YUM nd as soon as we finished that, bolted to the train station since i cant be late home. lucky, if we missed that train i would have been home late for sure.
called ben nd got him to meet me at the station to take me home =) he came over nd we hung out nd talked like we always did. feels good to hang out with him again

23rd April
girls day out =) took heaps of pictures and just had a load of fun with them
had a very interesting conversation with all the girls, it was great to be able to see all of them since i hardly ever saw them in the holidays. LOVE YOU ALL GIRLS

24th April
went out with vicky, tony, byron, linda & ben.
went for some food nd then k nd then bought alcohol nd sat outside maccas.
asked for some cups and put the alki in it since we were gona be sitting at darling. AHAHAH
was so fucking. two of tony's mates came nd they were fighting, not literally but it was fucking funny shit.
& what the fuck is vanilla smirnoff. OMG made me want to vomit every time i drank it. HATE VANILLA!! but it was so good. just kept on drinking until i could feel it hitting me.
for some reason when i get tipsy or drunk i tend to have this weird giggle. no idea what it is LOL
i had a really good night. spent the night at vickys, going back to her place at 12 . woke up at 5 and started talked to her about shit. stayed up til 8 watching the sunrise nd we were both so fucking tired that we went back to sleep. woke up at 10 since the sun was shining in my face nd it was just fucking hot. went home nd now ive just been blogging for the last 2 hours.

so much to write. JEBUS but i also had to do other things along the way.
sorry for making you read so much. but this is what happens when you dont have the net and when im just lazy. LOL

Much Love niki

2009-04-24T10:39:00.000-07:00
blogging again at ......3.39am!!! aaaa~ another bright and early day post : )

so i guess ill blame my not sleeping on the chocolate covered coffee beans that i ate around 4 hours ago. prettay sexay. no actually not really cuz they are SO BLOODY STRONG that i STILL CANT SLEEP. !@#$%^&*( WHAT AM I DUMB? LOLOLOL

yeah so this kinda really sucks lol. Im gonna look funky later today, after experiencing an unintentional all nighter, i mean yeah shweet i get to brag.

sister(or someshit) : "why do you look like ass?"
me : "i had an all nighter.."
sister : "why? is somethign wrong?"
me : "no.............it was by accident....i had candy that had coffee beans in em....."
sister : "pfftthahahha "

thing is, im gonna see like a yumcha table full of family and friends so all will go so , so well. i can just see me in the spotlight. its gonna be like..best moment of my life.

got to hang with bunch of lovelies that i havent seen in yonks today :D was pretty swell haha. except now theres heaps of drama. but hey, had lotsa fun :D had my share of fun tonight i guess, next time it will be even better, like we always say . love for my B, ndao, lindy and byron for coming today. s'all good.

my girl my girl my girl
girl you will always be my girl
my girl my girl my girl
girl you will always be my girl
whenever i see you in the morning
i just wanna stop (stop)
take a moment to just realise that
i love you and i trust you and im thinkin of you

gotta hand it to old school hip hop now. lightens my mood. was going through the bf's 28gbs of music the other day, and spent 2 fucken hours (lol fucken i noe) to select out 44 of the better songs. (yea i had nothing better to do. he he he. na jokes babe. and YOU suck a hard one. bet ur not gona read this. so like, fuck you and your pindick. like seroiusly i cudnt find it bahahah ; ))

have you ever looked up one night and saw more stars than usual? and then realise, you wana be like a star and shineeeeee :D like in life or some confucious shit like that LOL.
and then you keep looking up to see more stars, but then it like starts getting addictive like pills or someshit and then you keep straining your neck to look up and then get dizzy and like stack it like a dumbshit LOL haha na jokes just messing with the scenario :P

hahahaha well tonight was a starry night for me : ) felt good to be out. and i luv the cold. soothing. except the rain, which has been coming out of no where. like seriously some faggot has been selling extra pot to the weather people or someshit cuz they high or something LOL.

and i say "someshit" alot.
gay

so the ndao hasnt been blogging lately due to internet and laptop malfunctions. but i will get her to blog magically tomorrow, even just a lil paragraph :)

ahaha aw yerrrrrr skills that kill wooooo yeah! im out mofuckaasss ; )
laterssss : P

the vikay.

p.s THEY SELL MILDSEVEN WOO YEAH OMFG OMFGOMFG!!!!!!!!!

> Alright so i gotta blog again. its now 4.31am and im still up. however i am reading about "douchebags" on wikipedia. very gross and sad, but credits to EDDY you slut LOL. but no seriously look at this : "Douching may also wash bacteria into the uterus and Fallopian tubes, causing fertility problems"

alrite peace out : )

HAHA WAIT LOL LOOK AT THIS : "The irrigation of the anus is also known as an enema."
bahahahha aite aite BYE

2009-04-19T00:04:00.000-07:00
sam - i wish i was . but yeah, nup. stuck here :(
when you visit next, far out we'll go wild ok? until then, we'll skype ahaha.

well all,

let me say something : UH, LAME?

when you do something, yeah sure go ahead and do it. see if i care. but come the fuck on seriously , where's your limitations and your fucking ability to stop? seriously man, get fucked but do it to an extent..

RAGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

i hate to ruin niki & my ultra sexy blog, but this is my first bitch post lol. just like sam's :)
but when something ruins your day, come on...gotta let some of the bullshit out, just like constipation; your gonna need some milk and laxative. LOL. i duno fuck that : P And whats worse is, havent seen my girlfriends in a while, all of us been bored shitholeless at home. No car, no money...damnit!!!

Not to mention the weather. what is wrong with that son of a bitch? Just a minute ago the sky was like split into two bits, the left side sunny blue sky and the right side foggy and grey. Its like, god and his weather people are high on pot or some shit LOL yeeeeee. gay.
Although Winter is my super duper number 1 favorite season, it sucks how night falls so early. Right now for example, its onlye 5.15pm and yeah, i need my room light on. and a few candles : ) just for the...homely effect . haha na jokes, its to light my grass. ahahah na jokes wtf omfg i duno srsly .

haha the boyfriend came over yday. gave me a poo hammer. fantastic lol. its like, this toy thingo, that looks like shit (like im srs , its literally in the shape of a fucking dump LOL) and when u smash it on something like a hammer, it makes this fucken creepy ass noise in the form of a laugh LOL. thanks babe.

well, skype has been pretty sexy these past few days. get to constantly talk to sam and see his adorable face and already RED HAIR . though last night it looked drugged LOL (na jokes). And got to talk/cam with TOBY, who's all the way in germany and has "fuck you" permanantly written on both of his ass cheeks. i have photoes and will probably blackmail the sob with it. ahaha suck shit tobs : )

So the ndao wants to go to the EASTER SHOW...yet AGAIN. ASIF I HAVE MONEY WOMANNN!!! (p.s i love you , you're too sexy for me omfg)

one more week of holidays and then its school. Looking forward to wearing the winter uniform. and looking forward to cold ass chilly days that shrink your pubesss!!!! ahahahahhahaahah yeah no.

but yay. the feel of winter is near, cant wait till its here!

rhyme rhyme rhyme i so cool wooooooooooooooooo
peace out mofuckaaas!!!
vk : )

p.s SAM. LOOK WHAT I FOUND AHAHAHHAHA thats hott man.. ->

2009-04-16T03:29:00.000-07:00
Do you have a song that youv listened to since you were young and to this day you'r still pretty much in love with it every time you listen to it?

I wanna be with..
(I wanna be with you, I wanna be with you, and that is all I want, yeah)
Cuz I know this can't be forever
(I know this can't be forever)
We can start over, start all over
just you and me . . .

I wanna be with you,
you you
nobody but you
keep it going, don't stop, don't you ever let me go
-utada hikaru "Final Distance" (M-Flo Remix)

how funny. how fucking funny..
its 3.23am in the morning
what better thing to do, than sit in the dark, with only the laptop light on....
well lucky me, iv got the city lights shining in as well. not as lonely ; )
my mind is like, dancing around, dance dance dance......but its moves arent matching the beats... i think its dancing wrong. but so is what im doing maybe.
but i want it to keep going.

i dont know
is it?
i dont know. i always dont know..

damn hate when this happens..

far out headache.

blog when my head is straight.
vicky.

2009-04-14T03:27:00.000-07:00

mood : hahhaha
so it seems like its been forever since we last blogged, therefore i shall bloggeth now : )

and how pretty are those shots : P

holidays are sweeeeeeeeeeetttt assssssssssssss. like really, i duno what im gonna do when theyr over, and when school starts...cuz i think my dick is gonna turn ....hahaha na jokes..should end it here aye or itll become another gay faggot fail joke : P
driving in the rain with close friends is mad sexy.
just the other day, with boomboom music pumping, and the rain pouring, food at hands reach lol, i think we managed to shit out 'sexy'.

ho ho ho. yee haa.

Baby, in a year from now today
It’s gonna be our anniversary
I’m gonna take you out and dance away
Show you just how much you mean to me

lots of things to do these holidays but no time or MONEY. . . MONEY U SON OF A BITCHHHH !@#$%^&*()

but hey, get to pig out completely at pancakes at the rocks with couple of mates soon, the easter show where we're gonna go NINJA on the rides bahahah, (omg we're so cool) and heck i duno, jello fight or some shit loool i duno AAAAH

thats another habit that iv been picking up, every time you ask me a question, i ALWAYS, whether i thought of it or not, i will say : "hmm...i duno..." it is like literally indented into my genius brain which is probs not so genius anymore because i keep hitting it on to the metal shit of my bed because of someone..who says he will not read this blog so i guess i can say complete faggot shit about him and he wouldnt know ahahha damn yes YOU if you EVER read this but i guess not cuz ur gay and faggotty ahahahahaha ok. . ...

:)

haha. anywho, rain rain rain rain.

shout out to william as well since he was awesome enough to gimme one : dude. no worries about pretty boy, we'll get u a even prettier pretty boy who you cant even look at in the eye because theyr so pretty that theyll blind u and the last thing u see is pretty ..and yeah thats not cool : ) love u long time la la l a. (nice 'love' blog btw...i mean like the last blog was pretty lovey dovey...i mean come on..the title is "get fucked." why so romantic for?)

haha alrites peace out i guess. until another day :)

just checking in for a lil ramble....checking out now :)

buh buyy fools.

vkay.

2009-04-10T05:13:00.000-07:00
i believe in karma but fuck it FUCKS me over

well here's a story ill be telling my kids in the future.
it was just another day to hang out with some friends & have some fun.
vicky, tony, janice, eddy, seb, bui & myself went out to the city. went K nd then maccas at darling. eddy the CUPCAKE was being a fucking smartass so i decided to get him back for it. with the 6 ice cream cones we bought, i used 3 of them to chuck on him.

one went on his face, another on his pants & the lucky last was such a good shot that it was all over him LOL funniest shit ever but the fatty, ran after me nd got it in my hair. FUCK IT RUINED MY HAIR !!!! we went into the toilets to clean it all out. came out nd walked up behind bui nd grabbed onto his shirt. he decides to reflex nd HIT ME STRAIGHT IN THE NOSE ..

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOH MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GOD it hurt like a fucking bitch

now i understand how guys feel when they get hit in the nose. im just lucky i didnt have a bleeding nose nd that it didnt swell up =)

thats all i wanted to say. to tell you guys my little miss hap LOL

♥niki

2009-04-05T00:01:00.000-07:00

quote of the day : "NO MORE EXAMS =D " - Niki Dao

because niki is so famous and her quotes are inspirational. that is my sole purpose of quoting her, so that everyone who reads this blog will be inspired and feel like a sexy cunt. haha.

anywhos. with only english speeches to go, we're all bloody excited. actually no, we'v already pretty much entered our holiday modes. Yesterday was pretty much what we were looking forward to the previous weeks, because it was a day filled wtih sex and lobsters. Alright, i think my jokes arent really working because i didnt sleep last night ahaha, but yeah, it was a pretty awesome day.

niki says : hmm vicky ! i wonder why you didnt sleep ! too much sex ayes ;P

a few pictures from our first day of holidays ;P

Well to answer your question niki, your the one who broke the condom. so dont go running away when i stay up all night worrying about getting pregnant. how shameful woman!

Saturday started pretty gay. Half our plans didnt turn out, and both niki and i copped the same shit. the men wernt punctual. in fact....lets see, one was 3 hours late, and the other......think it was half a day. YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST MEN EVER. I mean, maybe their punishment should be to get circumcised all over again. :) cuz that would make our hearts rest in peace.

niki says : BABY ! i know you want to have my baby oks. stop denying. becos its gona happen ;P
& i totally agree to you. cant believe the boys made us wait for so long. fucking i waited half a day for the idiot. GOD DAMN IT ! lols. ohh well, what can you do ayes

vicky my darling , you sure taught your boyfriend a lesson today. LOL so fucking funny. im so proud of you BABY =) anyways .. continuing on with the day

at first it was vicky, tony and I and then after ardi & linda came. we went karaoke at show, showing off our sexy voices like we always do. god the machines are so fucking retarded but happy we were able to find other songs to sing to . CHYEAH BABY but like WTF was with the scoring. we always get 90s & shit & the fucking stupid thing gives us under 50 .. SO FUCKING RIGGED
but like whatever .. karaoke turned out well & it was time for us to feed our poor poor stomachs. we always tend to get hungry after K for some reason, but whatever. went to seoul-ria for dinner. YUM ! *lick lips* how much fun we had at seol-ria. i ended up being the mum for that period of time & ARDI , you are now my son =]

and back to vdu.
well yeahp. thats pretty much a random and gay summary of our day. we'v been lazy ass shits and havent been bothered updating this thing, that is why this post is in bits and pieces.
just you wait for the next post. you will have orgasms in intervals.

love.
vicky and niki.

2009-04-01T18:57:00.000-07:00

jst a little something, something =)

Well. Thats 4 tests gone, 4 more to go.
how quick was THAT?
surprisingly.

Thing is , it seems like it passed by so fast because, in the past 3 days, i have only had a mere 6 hours of sleep combined. And for the past two nights, the NDAO and i have napped and woken up every day at 3am. and guess what? Last night/this morning (i really cant tell the difference cuz my timing is so messed up atm -_-), she came over to my house at 4am to S T U D Y. TALK ABOUT DILIGENT! haha...The pain............ hahaha, thats about a hundred cans of mother and eyebags that cover the entire face. wait a sec, no thats kinda too nasty. haha. but yeah, you get what i mean.

here check this out. NDAO and my study technique : cover my bedroom wall completely with notes. oh and the window. ...hey,might as well ; )

So, did we get anything out of all this? WELL, just like JANE AUSTEN, we stumbled across our very own epiphany's and learned self knowledge. ahahaha gay. That is, dont procrastinate. cuz your sorry ass wont even have time to be sorry, it will be on the floor, getting pooped on by the fat flock of horny pidgeons and seagulls outside macca's at market city. Thats right.

so yeah. led a pretty sad life...and its not even HSC yet. dear oh dear whats gona happen when that comes. NDAO and i ask. I mean, we even trekked it to the local convinience store at 11pm, in the cold rain, in nothing but hoodies and shorts, to buy instant coffeee. how G aye? But hey, it was a neccessity at the time. So yes, indeed, we, looking like complete shit, left my house and fought the cold and rain, and came back successfully with a can of mother, starburst, soya king chips and instant coffee. sexy. check it out:

(I noe its sad. we took photoes....but if you really wanna noe something else, we took videos as well HAHA!)

conclusion? revision every single week these holidays. oh and probs lay off a bit of them energy drinks. oh and coffee. and not eat lollies and junk at 4 in the morning, right after waking up. and actually eat the banana's that our moms give us. and shit regularly. ahahah na jokes.

So whats tomorrow. oh yes, mathemadicks. fantasdicks.

peace : )

vk

2009-03-31T22:51:00.000-07:00
THOUGHT : im still not over it

its almost been a month & i thought i was over it but i guess im not
you'll always be on my mind, no matter what i do.
my half yearlies are here & i think about you so much
i miss your hugs & i miss your kisses
with everything that may happen
you will always be on my mind & ill never forget you.

you've moved on so quickly, i dont understand how you can let go so easily.
now i see why you've done it to so many girls
leaving them on a piece of string & throwing them away as tho they're nothing
i've tried to move on & i thought i did
but whatever i do, it just reminds me of you

the time will come soon, but now is just not the right time
when that time comes, i will finally be able to let go

♥ niki

2009-03-30T14:05:00.000-07:00

二人でいるのにi miss you, 近くにいてもboy i miss you
少しだけbaby , もしかしてmaybe ☺
飢餓か笑う前にrock with you, そして今日もこのままwith you
どこまでもう少しだけ, そして朝までuh uh uh in this atmosphere. ♫♥
> M-Flo loves Melody ft. Ryouhei Yamamoto - Miss you.

So, had my first stinking exam today. Japaneseeeeeee continuers. haha thus the random japanese lyrics. mmmhmmm. The annoying thing about languages is that, there is always three or more seperate exams...and that is the freaken biggest ass ramming experience. Writing, Listening AND Speaking. G A Y V I L L E. Most peeps have what, around 6 tests rounded up? Guess how many i have : )

>> 8 <<

stinkin eight tests. thats boobage.

i've been hanging/ studying / going apeshit with the NDAO alot lately, just like old times, but maybe even better. Pretty sexy if you ask me. English cost me a whole 2 days of frantic essay writing and i still havent written my conclusion. Religion is tomorrow, not too fussed considering the fact that we'll ace it. Whats left is maths and business, those sons of bitches. Its because both of them have so much content to rememeber. but anywho good luck to you niki, since your 2u test goes for 3 hours. ouch.

Cant wait till this is all over. But then we've got the HSC to worry about. COOL. Funny though, what cindy said today on the bus. It really doesn't seem like exams. everyone is so relaxed, but then again maybe its because we're all so used to it. Thats good though, going extreme apeshit will just make you shit your pants. So yeah, its pretty mad.

What really stirred us up though was, we had our exams with yr 11's, together in the same room. Thats so fucked up i wana poo. na jokes. but seriously, what the f was that all about?

mm. ndao coming over to study. must be PRODUCTIVE. i think im gonna write "apeshit" on my forehead and cheeks, just so i get really into the whole studying mood. oh and look sexy. yep, thats one of the main things actually.

wells, i just might pop back on later to add more to this post. but till then, laters.

☺☺☺

vicky.☺♫♥☼

2009-03-29T06:56:00.000-07:00

thats too many times ive hard to start again im looking out at the crowd but i dont know where you are its like im hearing you now but you feel so far i dont know what i can do im searching everywhere thats why i lay here at night & DREAM YOU TO LIFE

12.59 in the morning & im fucking chucking an all-nighter with the VDU. fucking exam is in the morning & it only goes for an hour & a half. what a waste of my day anyways .. lets just sum up with whats been happening since whenever was the last time we posted a blog LOLS

tuesday 23rd
ok well things started to go a bit weird with the group. became kind of distant with chantelle & linda but i thought it was like nothing until it became really weird when i wasnt even talking to channy at all. i mean, i talk to that girl all the time so it was really weird. so because of that, started sitting with my other group, time to time. i missed the days i was sitting with them but its good that im still able to hang out with them nd just do the same shit that we use to do. LOVE YOU GIRLS ♥

wednesday 25th
normal day at school . nothing important happened except the fact that my home room teacher gave us CHOCOLATES & HOT CROSS BUNS. yummmmmmmmm .. that was my breakfast. thanks ms :)

thursday 26th
had assembly today but decided to go to the temple at the back of the school to pray for luck in the upcoming exams. went with vicky and fucking waited for the place to open. supposed to open at 9 but stupid place didnt open til 9.30. but whatever .. i prayed so hard & i hope i get good marks for it :s but yes , it has been decided that vicky & i shall go temple to pray for exams & yes GIRLS im praying for you too
ANYWAYS i was kind of moody. hmm .. had no idea what is was cos it wasnt any girl problem but anyways. had fucking double hospo nd tht nearly killed me. went out for lunch nd vicky told me something nd i just started ragging. fucking pissed off my face but got over it. had english class & was told that my english speech was good. i was actually doubting myself so the night before made another one & got help from vdu & tony. showed ms that one nd she said mine was better. YES! keke. no more doubting :D
after school went to study at fischer library with some of the girls & bui. LOLS him & his long socks. funny shit. had a good study group =)

friday 27th
went to school late cos had a tut & wanted to do some english. god english was annoying me so much. so the day went a bit different. it was the last day to talk to the teachers and ask for help & wat not since the exams are coming up on the monday. i just took it as a normal day & was quite normal except for the fact that vicky kept telling me to go out with them ==' didnt really wona go anymore especially when linda was being all MEH but all was resolved when i had a small D&M with channy after last period. she asked to talked to me & told me what has been going with her & why we hadnt been talking. she was punishing me :S i think it was good that she was doing it to me becos it actually made me realise a few things & of course it showed how important channy is to me. shes a very good friend & im so happy i got her. we talked about me & the break up & how everyone has been trying to help me but i just push them away. had no fucking idea i was doing it until she told me. we ended up crying at one point but all is good now. LOVE YOU CHANNY =)
NIGHT - went back to vickys house to get ready & suppose to study but didnt happen. LOLS was on the way to lindas house & got call from ben. HE'S COMING :D keke LMAO
had a d&m with linda & solved shit. had fun that night, movie was good, hugs were good, huddles were good, food was good. ALL WAS GOOD =)

saturday 28th
mum left in the morning to newcastle god damn it. but she left me $100 CHYEAH to buy books :L woke up at like erhh .. i dont remember but yes woke up , pumped up the music & had a shower. sister came over & went shopping for her for a bit & then went city to go UTS library. vdu & linda were waiting so had to go since they were bugging me. fuck there were so many ppl in costumes & shit. ANIMANIA !? it was weird
study asses off & saw mon & edward. seeing mon was weird but watever. been AGES since i saw that short dude :L

sunday 29th
was suppose to go fischer library, got ready & all but started feeling tired & sick so stayed home nd slept. god it felt good. I AM NOW OFFICIALLY SICK THO :( & just before the exams. far out! PLEASE GO AWAY ..
finally finished my english when i said i would finish it on thursday .. HMM .. lols but whatever. at least it is finished. been studying this whole time since like 6 ish. had 2 coffees to stay awake & now im writing all of this down. needed a breather & needed something to put my thoughts down. so since had the blog, thought i would re-cap everything thats been going on =)
well i think thats all that needs to be said .
until next time =)

♥ niki

call me a taxi.

2009-03-24T22:56:00.000-07:00

MOOD: i dont know i dont know omg i dont know..
I must say, i have been proud of myself. Cuz iv been to every single class, and actually gone apeshit with homework....in a sense lol...not entirely....ok fine i havent lol. but hell i studied to SOME extent :)

Today and yesterday. hmm lets see what happened. oh yeah. all hell is present.

are you prepared to know whats up with vicky dudu?

well. here we go.

i have no more credit.

.....

gayed out. I checked on sunday night and $1.32 popped up onto the screen of my phone and.. well, i felt my heart break. It was the single most painful feeling that i have experienced this whole month and i must say, i regret not choosing the 500$ cap.

Anywho im at school now, in my free. It sucks because i cant think properly..and my itouch is running low on batt. i think im going to save this and blog again later, when i can summarise my day with sexier words. so that you'll even feel sexy when you read it. omg ahha. madd.

9:56pm back to blogging : )

so yeah, i know we really shouldnt have but, after school , niki dick and i went K. YUS i know, really shouldnt have but, we seriously havent gone in a while. I reckon its like nicotine action, since we used to go pretty much everyday. Then i duno what, but we stopped altogether. Then we started to suck some shit with all the exams coming up and yeah...guess we just couldnt help it. Though yeah, i mean, its in our genes. Gotta listen to them once in a while ; ). Met Ian, Mark and Richard afterwards and yeah. Was cool.
Though i gotta say, the exam timetable is better than my yr 11 yearlies. Cuz yeah, that one was fucked to the max. But still, i think you'll see the steam coming out of my ears (and other places......haha wait na jokes thats naughty :P ) soon enough. : ) ape shit ape shit ape shit ape shit : )

So really im supposed to be working on my fantastically sexy english essay since iv only got the intro done when people like cindyrail have pretty much 1000 words already. Yeah. COOL. . . .my god im such an epic fail.

Saw Linda today. Great to see she's ok : ) Love you long time baby.
And had a brief but good chat with caroline dim dums. Uni's been a bitch aye? Well, we shall hang soon my short little man-balls. bahaha. AND CAR. CAR ME AROUNDDD. haha feel like a tool? ahahah. i'm kiddin. ill get my chance one day, im sure :)

You got me so hypnotized, the way your body rollin round and round.

Old as, but its one of my favs : )

Haha. so , iv realised, that in order to have a real good day, me and the girls MUST go pig out at entertainment centre macca's, even if its just for a bit. cheeseburgers have got me so hypnotized, the way their pickles rolling round and round.

supposed to do a cheeseburger heist with ardi one of these days, that is, 30 bucks worth of cheeseburgers each. whoever taps out looses. Its gonna be pretty interesting though, cuz we'll end up shitting every 5 metres. But yeh, pretty funky if you ask me ; )

experimenting with the human body ! is what i like to call it ; )
ahahha.

well i think im out for tonight. been a pretty decent day. Think i should hit the books. cuz im so cool. and you're not. yeah baby.

I dont even know if i can even be me, cuz its so hard to be be when you're next to me
if i can say so, id say what im feeling
but i cant say so, my lips just tremble
i'm stuttering oh oh oh, oh oh.

oki dokes.
later and out.

vk.

2009-03-22T13:26:00.000-07:00

So today has been another one of those; real pointless days. Slept at 3am and woke up at 1pm. LG, Lifes Good.

Thing is, i really want to be productive, i mean, half yearlies soon and im still messing around, procrastinating, or like picking my nose. na jokes, thats gross.

(haha, i found a paris hilton shop in GV Mall china. oh the epicness. I'm gonna get a big head now...cuz I FOUND A PARIS HILTON SHOP.)

Well, I guess you could say my day wasnt all that gay. Was scouraging through my music today and found one of my favorite playlists of all time. N*E*R*D. yeeeeeeeeee they so sexy for the bod. Spazz if you want to, spazz spazz if you want to.

Seriously there is nothing i can think of that i dont like about them.

"Chicks nick-name me pilot, they get high off my dick I take 'em to my home, they call it the cock pit" ......come on that is some FUNKY STUFF man.

So yeah this post is pretty pointless and sad, but hey, iv got nothing better to do with my life. Na jokes wtf lol asif. mmhmmm. And just a lil something something that might make you guys happy, i got sick off my face last night because of the chocolate fudge. It killed my life.

So niki dick is supposed to come on over my crib and study. Dunno when she's coming though, apparently she's gonna go watch a movie first. Do i feel loved or what. " im gonna watch a movie first then put my face in a book when i get to your place". yes. JOY.

English kills my life. Honestly i dont know why in gods name i picked extension english....if i would have dropped it and gotten nothing out of that son of a bitch. I live a sad sad life.

Motherfucker are you A.D.H.D. A.D.H.D. A.D.H.D.? You jump around like you A.D.H.D. A.D.H.D. A.D.H.D.

ahahahah. sorry couldnt help myself again. VERY sexy lyrics. I mean like, you noe when you get sick of those same old love lyrics, or lyrics about wanting to bat big booties and oversized dicks/boobs? Yeah. thats when i run off to my beloved N*E*R*D for shelter. : ) Its just like the sisterhood's remedy to get over depression. Porno nights and icecream with the people you love. There we go, our little secret revealed.

well until next time. Gonna go, pick my nose a little more.

:)

VK.

2009-03-22T03:51:00.001-07:00
THOUGHTS: this is how we roll in the new days

its been a good day, a day to have fun & hang out with the people you use to hang out 24/7, no matter what was going on. It was another day for NIKI&VICKY to hang out like we use to. things had changed since last year but now as everything is getting jammed packed at school and with everything that is happening in our lives, we are able to HANG OUT the way we use to.

SO .. whats the go with this !?

last year, vicky & i use to hang out every afternoon & just bumb around or go back to her place to gossip & EAT ! yummmmmm .. but with the starting of year 12, we didnt hang out as much as we did. BUT NOW .. we're going back to the old days :D chyeah baby.

had a good day with her on sunday. this was how my day started

fucking went to sleep at 2 cos i let my sister sleep on my bed because she was waiting for her god damn husband to come home. the bloody fat shit. LOL. my alarm went off at 5.30 cos i had to wake up my mum ==' then woke up at 9.30. was gona leave the house at 11 to hang out with ben for a while & then go to vickys to study but since the whole family was home & we got a new house, they went to an auction leaving me home with the 2 kids. FUCK MAN. bored out of my mind. BEN CAME OVER =D *killed his balls 2 days in a row ;P

watched a movie with him, MALL COP ! =D wasnt the greatest movie. thought could have been a better but whatever. CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC IS A MUST WATCH. i am pumped to go out & watch it LOLS
got a bit touchy, but like you know WHATEVER. its normal right !? *lifts eyebrow*
after movie, he walked me to vickys place & vicky and i got down to business. so we TRIED to study & i mean I DID but didnt do much. at least i was able to start my english *ahem ahem * :D ended up watching SEX & THE CITY instead & gossiping about a whole lot of shit =D
but with everything that happened that night HAD A GREAT TIME WITH YOU VDU ! we shall do it again on FRIDAY :L

♥ niki

2009-03-21T16:25:00.000-07:00

MOOD: hmmmmmm.
(i love my spongebob bag)

I gotta say, last night was a pretty big BAMM.
Just made me realise that; time seriously waits for no one. When i was in primary school, i thought i would have all the time i needed to do whatever i wanted. I wanted to go to every single country in the world, visit all the major capital cities, and become the king of the world or some shit. lol...But that really isnt the case is it?. You turn to take a look, and you realise your mom and dad are already ageing. You turn to take another look and you realise its 2009. (wasn't it only 1997?) you turn to take one last look, and fuck it you're probably already married or something.

Last night. The people that you know, who are they really? The people you are closest to, no , even someone like your mom. Wait a second... who am i?? na jokes lol i'm just mind fucking you. baahha. But really, isn't it amazing how some people manage to hurt themselves and not to mention others, over the most trivial things?? Why be so stubborn for? Its like what Russel Peters says, you should just friggen "take it, and GO."
ok, lets take a break from all this and talk about the chocolate fudge that im eating. because this chocolate fudge is the damn friggen best chocolate fudge i have ever eaten. and for crying out loud its by nestle. NESTLE. I think im just hungry..I would take a picture of it, but..yeah nah. LOL.

I should really clean my room and be thankful that chocolate fudge doesnt smell. Because if it did smell, my room would be bombarded in chocolate fudge smell. That would be pretty epic.

I wanna go out, but i cant. I wanna talk to my sister but shes not here. argh, theres so many things i wanna do but i cant. Im sure its the same case with you guys. But stuff it. Patience :)
And on one last note, im happy. lol.

; ) don't kill me niki. im sure you'll get what im talking about. but shhhh :P
Who's gonna love you like me? Nobody Nobody Nobody.♥♥♥

peace.

VK.

2009-03-21T03:07:00.000-07:00

THOUGHTS: your my dirty little secret ;)

you dont gotta tell any body about us
im a dangerous type of girl
i keep you locked in the closet until im ready to play with you
& theres no turning back

you are my dirty little secret & i love it

had a good day today =) woke up at 11.30, brushed my teeth & left the house. went looking for clothing, couldnt find crap so just wore a t-shirt & three
EWWW but whatever, dont need to look good for anyone LOLS . ANYWAYS .. went for the injection & on the way told my sister there is NO MORE BOY in my life. i actually thought i would be able to tell my family about the break up but i guess it wasnt as easy as i thought it would be & i figured that out when i started crying. like WTF why do i keep crying when i tell another member of my family or when i look through the god damn scrap book =='
my mum was the first to know about the break up & she was being very supportive towards me. she was like, when did this happen, who did it, why did it happen & all i did was say to her don't worry about it. & in reply she says
boys are stupid, HE IS STUPID ahahaha i love my mum
* 9.31 pm - my arm is killing me right now. stupid injection. WTF
got home at like 2 after spending 2 hours in fucking mville ==' studied for a while until got a phone call from ben. since he dogged me on thursday the dumb shit, he came over nd hung out with me =D took care of the baby for a while & we went for our usual walk to the park & sat in the play ground talking. feels good to be able to talk to someone & open up to them & knowing that they understand what your going through because they are going through the same shit as you are. * ohh god im hungry right now. only had a pork roll for dinner & a custard tart :L but i can hold out for a long time. maybe thats why im not gaining weight =S lols
but anyways .. im pretty happy with where i am in life right now. i have my exams coming up very soon & i hope i do well. studying my fucking ass off & hoping that i am able to show everyone i am able to do more than i ever can. especially my mummy since shes taking me EVERYWHERE at the end of the year. & i really mean EVERYWHERE, literally =D

♥ hes always on my mind but i try so hard not to think about him. i thought i was over him & i still think that i am. i know i still miss him & that is something i will not deny. i took my first step today & throughout the rose he gave me for valentines day but i think the hardest thing for me to do will either figure out if i should burn the book or not. i worked so hard on it. i wish he was able to see what i really did for him because it was something really special. i wish he was able to give me another chance to try & change things. i wish he was able to see how much i really wanted the relationship with him. but i guess it just wasnt enough ..

a shout out to vkay- happy for you woman ! hope everything comes out well for you & seriously, im jealous. ahahhaha but umm .. i got some news for you too. remember the rebound i told you bout, well it actually might be something ;P you should know what im talking bout blog you soon =)
♥ niki

2009-03-20T05:06:00.000-07:00

THOUGHTS: im going to start new & its going to be without you

you manipulated & dictated what im suppose to think
i dont understand how you swept in & blinded me
i was so inlove yet i was dedicated to you

thought everthing was perfect until i thought nothing would change
now all of a sudden i can see right through your games
& i cant believe i gave my whole life to you

it hurts so much inside
i dont know how you controlled my mind
& theres no way you can make it fine
dont think i can forgive you if i tried

cause you brainwashed me
you had me thinking we would last forever
but it was already over
i really need to clear my head & start over
i dont know how i let you braiwash me

i must have been a fool to believe it

these are the lyrics to a song that ive been listening to quite a lot. i love the lyrics and the meaning that it brings out to you & also because it reminds me of someone. its not very good for me to be listening to it so much but i love it. many things have changed rapidly in the past week or so & im trying my best to work with the changes. it hasnt been easy for me but im trying my best.
20 march 2009 - it was a hard day for me. was cleaning my table & found a scrap book i made for someone. decided to sit down & look through it. it hurt so much to look through what i had done & read what i had written. i put so much effort & work into it & it was all for nothing. i guess things like this happen & we just need to look at the good things that happen to us in life & keep on moving forward.

times will get rough & they may even hurt more than it usually does, but as long as you have your family & friends by your side, everything will become easier for you each & everyday that may come along. dont keep things bottled up inside yourself because it will hurt even more & will become harder for everything to heel. there will always be a person you can talk to & they will always give you a shoulder to cry on. dont ever forget that no matter what happens, you will always have something to live for.

yes yes, this is the emotionally side of nDAO
NIKI ♥

2009-03-17T16:15:00.000-07:00

Mood : Restless
i cant breathe when you talk to me, i cant breathe when you're touching me, i suffocate when you're away from me, so much love you take from me, im going outta my mind♬

I love that song : ) I rarely put my itouch on shuffle, but hey, wasn't disappointing this time. Great to get back to blogging. Reminds me so much of my xanga days.

Im real bored right now. and as much as i hate it, whenever i get bored or zone out, I have a habit of looking out my window every few minutes.. but hey, i wont complain, cuz each time i turn to look, the sky changes color, a shade darker. Very nice.

I love where i live. I really do. because seriously, the view is so romantic. In the morning i can see world tower and meriton hotel, though the sun can be a bitch (yes people, i have THAT view) and the coloring is real pretty : ) And at night, i get to see the moon, and the complexity of the city lights, well heck its pretty sexy.

So whats up with ze schooling?
Not until today did i realise that our half yearlies were coming up real soon. I'm guessing ill go ape shit in about....i duno, lets say 3, 4 days? Yeah that sounds about right. We had planned to study at State library in the arvo, and brought along our text books and laptops in our CR bags. I must warn you, that is the biggest stick up the bum because the straps kill like a bitch. And hey hey, guess what? We didnt end up going! Well, i didnt. my fucking god...

Another day in the life of Vicky and Niki. Not exactly that interesting a day but hey, i finally got the chance to go ndao's house. Very nice it was. (Except that hill, omg that was one nasty bitch. Not to mention the country road bags. FAR OUT they were a pain in the ass.) Now i just have to go around 300 times more and we'll be equal hahaha.

I love it though, because we're actually hanging again. what a shocker ay. and shout out to NDAO: ♬you and me together, through the days and nights, i dont worry cuz everythings gonna be allllrighhttt :) ♬ Had fun today baby.

But then again, I should seriously get to work because my pen and paper really want to orgasm. But because of my super epic procrastination skills, they'll have to wait a bit.

AND. i cant believe i lost my blue sunnies. they were so sexual for my bod i want them backkkkk!!!! stupid newtown park. the seat was too dark and my baby camouflaged too well into it. If you're reading this, my face misses your touch. LOL.

yeah enough of this stuff already, i think la pen and paper are getting impatient. Really should get to studying, but hey guess what i just realised?
Im going to be using the laptop to write notes/study ahaha. so suck shit pen and paper!

quote of the day
"If you can imagine it, you can achieve it; if you can dream it, you can become it." - William Arthur Ward

till tmorow
vk.

iLOVEviggay =)

2009-03-16T04:54:00.000-07:00

hello hello ..

this be the first that WE use a blog so be prepared for the unexpected TIMES 2 :D
we'll tell you what has happened in our everyday lives, we'll tell you our dumb moments, we'll tell you our funny moments, we'll tell you the way we hang & have fun, & we'll tell you a whole load of shit LOL but the most important shit we will tell you will be the way me & vicky have a wonderful life of hanging out together & having the time of our lives before we start our HSC nd studying like fucking NERDS

this is our time .. to study like fucking nerds as we soon reach our HSC. MOTHER FUCKER! we better pass :L as long as we got each other , we'll FUCKING ACE THE MOTHER FUCKER & if we dont, well then we can always go to tafe or find a job.
niki says: IM FUCKING SCARED OF THE HSC. somebody want to come study with me at UTS library or state library? LOLS
vicky says: BRO, ill go with you LOL & we can check out some boys :L

so .. just a bit about ourselves.

we go to the same school & we love to hang out together. we eat like pigs yet we don't gain weight, CHYEAH BABY! =D ice cream is the shit and the way to chug it down with ALCOHOL is the SHIT .. we love the music & the way we can karaoke our favourite songs at phoenix & best of all WE BOTH LOVE EACH OTHER & OUR GIRLS ARE THE SHIIIIIIIIIIET. boys kill our lives yet we still like to hang out with them .. this is all for now & i guess if you want to get to know us then give us on msn =)

niki: x3niki@hotmail.com
vicky: bikii_d@hotmail.com

NIKI ♥

* btw in the picture, i am the girl on the left =)